When a person is bothered with something and after having a lot of practice with this, my take is that you're pretty much a jerk no matter what you say or do to him or her. The really hard part is staying persistent and really nice the whole time. It's really a matter of consistency that I've been looking for the whole time.
What I think makes a really nice person is never yelling at anyone no matter how angry or bothered you feel underneath. It's to also never make any threats to others about anything. I guess it's really hard to stay consistently nice while talking to someone. I've learned a few tactics that is really fun to try. Basically, one of them is to pretty much make counterpoints by redirecting the issue back at the other person and justifying it using facts. Even if it's making it up, it's a lot of fun to do this while you are talking and the other person is just fuming around.
Another thing is to go for ending the whole issue on the first round. Don't hold anything back and just drop the load without yelling at the person and be fully nice. My way is to pretty much never raise my voice and then use the counter method on the person. It pretty much passes the time and is actually a lot of fun to do. Another thing to do is to not even act like you are struggling. Just be honest about whatever you are feeling. The way I see it is if you came all from home and still thinking about this issue and going to engage then might as well just be honest about all the issues and even if there's a worry you might end up in a mental hospital or get some restraining orders; at least you can be very consistent in never yelling at anyone, being fully honest, and making counterpoints with the other person. Basically let the other person go all nuts with you while you stay very calm, collected, and nice the whole time while making strong points to keep you going. Remember to go for the knockout on the first round and don't hold anything back in your statements. Just be full on honest, but don't yell or make any angry struggles while the other person is acting that way with you. If you do this, then the other person is going to look bad with others and you are going to come up on top all the time. It's never too late to change your methods around and revert consistently back into this method now.
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Thursday, February 28, 2013
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Holding Onto A Strong Path
After making much attempt in life to be balanced with all of my addictions or obsessions, I'm starting to seriously come through. I guess I made a very big break through with something I never thought I was going to get over. By actually being really fortunate in this area, I'm back to being this really confident person and even more highly motivated into being a successful person.
I'm finding that a person can work really hard when he or she likes doing something. It really takes awhile and a whole lot of practice to start seeing personal tendencies before making those timely adjustments to make the self happy. Living through it all, I've had a very interesting life which has mainly been about attending school. I guess that it makes sense because for the last twenty years or so, I've been in a school learning about something.
It seems like school is the most significant form of living I have made for myself. Now, I truly feel like I'm living and experiencing this personal freedom of what it's like to be an adult with really no one invading my personal space. I'm even defeating girls who I supposed would never give in now in a conflict! The saying how you can't beat a girl in an argument is actually a reality, but I'm now putting a mark from having been resilient. I truly know what I want with those problematic girls and that's where I'm aiming at now.
I'm finding that a person can work really hard when he or she likes doing something. It really takes awhile and a whole lot of practice to start seeing personal tendencies before making those timely adjustments to make the self happy. Living through it all, I've had a very interesting life which has mainly been about attending school. I guess that it makes sense because for the last twenty years or so, I've been in a school learning about something.
It seems like school is the most significant form of living I have made for myself. Now, I truly feel like I'm living and experiencing this personal freedom of what it's like to be an adult with really no one invading my personal space. I'm even defeating girls who I supposed would never give in now in a conflict! The saying how you can't beat a girl in an argument is actually a reality, but I'm now putting a mark from having been resilient. I truly know what I want with those problematic girls and that's where I'm aiming at now.
Knowing What You Want
One of my really young female friends who I can see like a little sister because everyone might call her "Little foot" told me that her ex-boyfriend doesn't know what he wants. Therefore in return, she called off the relationship and stormed off into a new way of life. I can hear her out because she's so young, but for the little person she is, she's very energetic and passionate about life- at her really young age, she's very mature and pretty easy going with me.
One thing I'm noticing that a woman whose trying to be smart could be doing is basically planning everything out with a partner who has made a commitment with her. I think that's what a woman sometimes needs which is this assurance that the man is going to be there for her always. She basically needs a man she can entrust with her life and would love her back for all the love she pours out on him. I guess when that part of life becomes fumbled around then pretty much she will most likely break off the relationship.
One thing I'm noticing that a woman whose trying to be smart could be doing is basically planning everything out with a partner who has made a commitment with her. I think that's what a woman sometimes needs which is this assurance that the man is going to be there for her always. She basically needs a man she can entrust with her life and would love her back for all the love she pours out on him. I guess when that part of life becomes fumbled around then pretty much she will most likely break off the relationship.
Feeling Like A Winner
For myself, it's really about everything in life culminating in one package. I think the hardest part to get over is this undying feeling of moodiness and just being unable to forget about the incident. I guess I'm seeing it happen in some women and fortunately, I'm so glad that I had a chance to make an attempt in making everything better with these ladies. I now see that being a guy and head of the household when in a marriage, it's a really big responsibility to maintain a healthy relationship with the spouse and to be loving, kind, and fair.
It's something new that I have been experiencing but talking to women who are truly bothered by me has really been a blessing for some reason. It's like I'm trying to ask them out on a date and flirt around with them, while the girl is acting really fidgety with me. The after effects and consequences of whatever happens is just so entertaining with me. However, one of these days I might not take up this personal hobby of mine after getting married to a beautiful and really laid-back and down-to-earth kind of girl.
For the time being, it's now my favorite engaging in a conversation some women are totally bothered by me discussing them with. Basically, I'm learning how to be charming with them even though I might have been a little rough around the edges. I'm pretty much trying to tone it down and underneath it all, it's just a lot of fun when I'm bored now. Obviously, with the guys that exact some problems with me, I'm not so interested with them anymore. Might as well, just remind them of the problem, make them really angry, and then walk away laughing at them. However, with the girls who have problems with me, I might as well try to be on my best behavior and ask them out on a date. I'm obviously looking for a very swell girl, so originally I'm never going to marry a girl who has problems with me. I'm just trying to learn conflict resolution for my lovely future wife.
It's something new that I have been experiencing but talking to women who are truly bothered by me has really been a blessing for some reason. It's like I'm trying to ask them out on a date and flirt around with them, while the girl is acting really fidgety with me. The after effects and consequences of whatever happens is just so entertaining with me. However, one of these days I might not take up this personal hobby of mine after getting married to a beautiful and really laid-back and down-to-earth kind of girl.
For the time being, it's now my favorite engaging in a conversation some women are totally bothered by me discussing them with. Basically, I'm learning how to be charming with them even though I might have been a little rough around the edges. I'm pretty much trying to tone it down and underneath it all, it's just a lot of fun when I'm bored now. Obviously, with the guys that exact some problems with me, I'm not so interested with them anymore. Might as well, just remind them of the problem, make them really angry, and then walk away laughing at them. However, with the girls who have problems with me, I might as well try to be on my best behavior and ask them out on a date. I'm obviously looking for a very swell girl, so originally I'm never going to marry a girl who has problems with me. I'm just trying to learn conflict resolution for my lovely future wife.
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
New Direction
My mind is unusually scrambling up to the last minute. I guess I like to think about living while having really no responsibilities from time to time. I just know that it's all a process and if the person really desires something and works very hard for it, then eventually something's going to have to happen.
Again, it's just having this really positive attitude in life no matter what the person is going through. It just seems to really help out in those moments where things just feel a little cluttered and messy. Pretty much, I believe that the mind is a terrible thing to waste and that something should be done about it, if the person isn't living up to his or her full potential.
It's really easy now for me to just shut down and not fulfill any responsibilities. I don't really feel that guilty or have that conscious of letting others down now. I do however want to labor really hard and get to an outstanding position that would be just amazing to achieve. It's like all of these steps of how I want to live my life is coming at me all of a sudden. I can see how engaging in watching movies or T.V. which might be good from time to time for relaxing could really interfere with personal development in areas of going after a career. First thing is first, I'm leaving behind my emotional attachments to things I have been addicted to in the past and now realize isn't really going to be of any help to me.
Again, it's just having this really positive attitude in life no matter what the person is going through. It just seems to really help out in those moments where things just feel a little cluttered and messy. Pretty much, I believe that the mind is a terrible thing to waste and that something should be done about it, if the person isn't living up to his or her full potential.
It's really easy now for me to just shut down and not fulfill any responsibilities. I don't really feel that guilty or have that conscious of letting others down now. I do however want to labor really hard and get to an outstanding position that would be just amazing to achieve. It's like all of these steps of how I want to live my life is coming at me all of a sudden. I can see how engaging in watching movies or T.V. which might be good from time to time for relaxing could really interfere with personal development in areas of going after a career. First thing is first, I'm leaving behind my emotional attachments to things I have been addicted to in the past and now realize isn't really going to be of any help to me.
Monday, February 25, 2013
Setting A Wonderful Routine
I'm approaching this fine age where my mind is thinking about finding the shortest path of resistance through diligently being very smart. My mind is just feeling so healthy and confident about doing daily chores or tasks. I think it's because I arose today after having a very good night's sleep. For myself, I believe that sleep is an incredibly very good component to my life. However, it's also going to be a challenge to push myself forward when a need arises for me to lose sleep.
I really need to become a master at just pursuing things very consistently. I think one of my biggest failures has been from just feeling insecure from others' disapproval. I'm starting to have to rely more on my personality if it clashes with anyone now and also constantly build it to cater to my needs no matter how much scary it is to others. In other words, I'm starting to not let my personal emotions run my life and for what the situation is, my feelings are just what it is, and it's not a reason for me to act like a damsel in distress.
I really need to become a master at just pursuing things very consistently. I think one of my biggest failures has been from just feeling insecure from others' disapproval. I'm starting to have to rely more on my personality if it clashes with anyone now and also constantly build it to cater to my needs no matter how much scary it is to others. In other words, I'm starting to not let my personal emotions run my life and for what the situation is, my feelings are just what it is, and it's not a reason for me to act like a damsel in distress.
Concentrating On Right Things
On a daily basis, I have been very forgetful with the things I desired to set out with the day before. It's probably because of my personal addictions of not really wanting to do anything and just shutting down. Still, if I just sit there doing nothing or making very wasteful investments of my personal time, then I'm going to feel very uneasy and be dissatisfied!
I really need a little fun in my life everyday. It just can't be just all work. I think just a little bit of fun to keep myself feeling fresh and laughing like a little kid underneath is enjoyable for me. If I don't engage in any fun for awhile and just become buried with my job then I'm really going to do a lot of binging for fun. Honestly, I feel like everyday there's always something going on and I should do my part to get to that moment of really making my mark in this world.
I really need a little fun in my life everyday. It just can't be just all work. I think just a little bit of fun to keep myself feeling fresh and laughing like a little kid underneath is enjoyable for me. If I don't engage in any fun for awhile and just become buried with my job then I'm really going to do a lot of binging for fun. Honestly, I feel like everyday there's always something going on and I should do my part to get to that moment of really making my mark in this world.
Adding On To Things
I've been very consistent with one area in my life- it was honestly very difficult to maintain this composure and do it so often along with managing those feelings of doubt in my life. By progressing through those hardships, I now have a developing level of creativity in this area I personally set aside to pursue after daily.
It's pretty much thinking about the benefits that kept me going. Some people might like to think they would like to work hard so they could spend better time with their family. Others might just do it for other reasons like managing a job they could handle without feeling like they are wronging people. Honestly, I can see now why employers would not want me in a basic entry level position that caters to customers. It's because I would be miserable and not very proficient from having a lack of pride with the job.
In other words, I could keep adding on to my education and be so wonderful at what I do, but if I go after a field where others might suspect me to be bad at, then they won't even give me a position. I'm understanding that business is mainly about earning a living now- it's nice to sometimes forget about that and enjoy a career that just feels so fulfilling. Every job is going to have its bumps on the road, and I guess it's a good thing to persevere in those areas and be successful especially at opportunities that get thrown at you.
It's pretty much thinking about the benefits that kept me going. Some people might like to think they would like to work hard so they could spend better time with their family. Others might just do it for other reasons like managing a job they could handle without feeling like they are wronging people. Honestly, I can see now why employers would not want me in a basic entry level position that caters to customers. It's because I would be miserable and not very proficient from having a lack of pride with the job.
In other words, I could keep adding on to my education and be so wonderful at what I do, but if I go after a field where others might suspect me to be bad at, then they won't even give me a position. I'm understanding that business is mainly about earning a living now- it's nice to sometimes forget about that and enjoy a career that just feels so fulfilling. Every job is going to have its bumps on the road, and I guess it's a good thing to persevere in those areas and be successful especially at opportunities that get thrown at you.
A Better Moment
One of my high school teachers told me a saying that I haven't been understanding until now, he said "Fake it til' you make." I now see how it could really apply for very smart individuals. Honestly, with the teacher chastising fellow students to study harder and stop screwing up in life, I think it was just plainly conducting business and having a big heart to guide the lives of students. I was too young to think about the business side of teaching back then because I did make my sociology teacher so mad that he threatened to fail me. "Oops." I think I understand how to keep a person from staying angry and bothered like that now- it's to pretty much uphold a person's request after trying the best to see it in a fair light. Honestly, if it seems unfair then that's where the problems are going to occur.
I was a natural at rousing others and have been all my life. I only made them stop by personally chastising them and ridiculing them seriously while in my anger. It felt very damaging to my heart thinking about all those things, so I guess I naturally would try to get them to do something nice while I was that mad with them acting insincere. I used a lot of tricks where I used subtle suggestions to make it side to my area and make it look so doubtful with continuing on discussing the issue. I was just plain weird and pretty good at being so.
Now, I'm taking an approach where I want to handle all those angry feelings and let them go instantly while making very funny comments and also reinforcing statements that make me look like a very gentle and intelligent creature. The hardest things in life are so generous and wonderful to have in obtaining personally for an enriched living.
I was a natural at rousing others and have been all my life. I only made them stop by personally chastising them and ridiculing them seriously while in my anger. It felt very damaging to my heart thinking about all those things, so I guess I naturally would try to get them to do something nice while I was that mad with them acting insincere. I used a lot of tricks where I used subtle suggestions to make it side to my area and make it look so doubtful with continuing on discussing the issue. I was just plain weird and pretty good at being so.
Now, I'm taking an approach where I want to handle all those angry feelings and let them go instantly while making very funny comments and also reinforcing statements that make me look like a very gentle and intelligent creature. The hardest things in life are so generous and wonderful to have in obtaining personally for an enriched living.
Changing Life's Path
After awhile of looking at things very negatively because I was so miserable feeling like I was in bondage of some sins, I'm starting to now look at a direction of how to rehabilitate myself personally and never look back into that same destructive and life-sucking path. I'm starting to realize how much great control I might actually have in dealing with my personal emotions, but it's possibly because I am born to be a man!
For personal preferences, I don't really wish to do something that could be seen as very disruptive and an interference to my love life. I guess I'm no longer that innocent person all the right girls would fall for. Yet, I'm so happy for those who can actually make it that far to establish a definitely wonderful marriage and make it last!
More and more, one of these days, if things get brought up for my own personal circumstances, I'm really just going to have to find out what people think about me in the areas that I'm most bothered by. Whether or not, I feel like their replies would make my life crumble or not, it seems like I'm really growing a huge thick skin with it. Still, I want to stick to the good moral values that have been instilled in me while growing up. I wish to be at peace at the core center of my heart. I'm finding that my relationship with the Lord has been helping me get there. The whole forgiveness of my sin and reading up on evidence of how God truly loves this world has been too overwhelming for me to deny since I saw it from a kid's perspective. Also, as an adult, by somehow trying to chase after God and seeking Him, it's been a journey where I still stumble but am not dismayed at turning things around and putting on the effort. Pretty much, I'm looking to become very consistent with my productivity and find balance with my personal emotions now. I'm glad that I've been awakened to how I truly desire to live.
For personal preferences, I don't really wish to do something that could be seen as very disruptive and an interference to my love life. I guess I'm no longer that innocent person all the right girls would fall for. Yet, I'm so happy for those who can actually make it that far to establish a definitely wonderful marriage and make it last!
More and more, one of these days, if things get brought up for my own personal circumstances, I'm really just going to have to find out what people think about me in the areas that I'm most bothered by. Whether or not, I feel like their replies would make my life crumble or not, it seems like I'm really growing a huge thick skin with it. Still, I want to stick to the good moral values that have been instilled in me while growing up. I wish to be at peace at the core center of my heart. I'm finding that my relationship with the Lord has been helping me get there. The whole forgiveness of my sin and reading up on evidence of how God truly loves this world has been too overwhelming for me to deny since I saw it from a kid's perspective. Also, as an adult, by somehow trying to chase after God and seeking Him, it's been a journey where I still stumble but am not dismayed at turning things around and putting on the effort. Pretty much, I'm looking to become very consistent with my productivity and find balance with my personal emotions now. I'm glad that I've been awakened to how I truly desire to live.
Friday, February 22, 2013
Gaming Principle
I believe that it's better to be over-prepared now for something rather than doing everything at the last minute. I think it just takes practicing on having a ton of patience, concentration, and dedication. Honestly, I felt like a really sad person from feeling like a really short person but from now seeing the general perspective, not very many people have really made fun of my height. When people take a glimpse at me, they see that I'm built rather stalky so maybe my overall physique and my manly voice topped with my very masculine behavior really makes a stronger statement then how I feel really short with myself. Actually, one time this really tall, lanky, clumsy, young guy who had a heart that liked to cry a lot and wear his heart on his sleave, told me that I was really short. It got annoying at one point, so I asked him if he was bothered with my height and he said that I looked really cool! Oh, I guess it doesn't matter then maybe he was trying to tease me from being a little jealous. I guess that's sweet.
Obviously, it's really all about finding the right connections in life and making the right judgements. You pretty much need to be smart in order to win the game of life and find what you are looking for. Finding a really special person might not really come around that often, so when the opportunity poses itself then maybe it's better to drop everything and go after it.
I'm a very addicted person when it comes to performing badly. I don't give up and am very relentless at keeping on pushing when I'm down. I just keep going at it, until possibly I can't give in anymore. I'm going to try something new. I'm just going to play all those games I'm into, just one round and pretty much give myself just a little quickie to have fun. Whether I win or lose, I am going to not put too much ambition on it anymore. I think those ambitious drives to fix things and makes things better while doing trial and error belongs on other life scenarios for me.
Obviously, it's really all about finding the right connections in life and making the right judgements. You pretty much need to be smart in order to win the game of life and find what you are looking for. Finding a really special person might not really come around that often, so when the opportunity poses itself then maybe it's better to drop everything and go after it.
I'm a very addicted person when it comes to performing badly. I don't give up and am very relentless at keeping on pushing when I'm down. I just keep going at it, until possibly I can't give in anymore. I'm going to try something new. I'm just going to play all those games I'm into, just one round and pretty much give myself just a little quickie to have fun. Whether I win or lose, I am going to not put too much ambition on it anymore. I think those ambitious drives to fix things and makes things better while doing trial and error belongs on other life scenarios for me.
Living With Diligence and Focus
I'm not someone who would be classified with ADHD. I might be more of an obsessive guy who focuses on stuff he cares about. In the beginning, I'm always rusty and very bad at getting started. That's the thing I don't really like about myself. This is why I am also rusty with the ladies that I am interested in. In the beginning, no matter how pretty or beautiful the girl seems to be, I don't really pay attention to her or really have much interest. Even when the girl seems to show acceptance with me and be a little flirtatious with me which I only thought was just a friendly gesture, I actually ended up liking that girl eventually but now she's with a very good guy. What can I do about this?
I'm not even frustrated or feeling lonely about the man the girl I like ended up choosing. It's because I didn't see her as a love interest in the beginning but just as a friend. I'm sort of scratching my head here because it really takes me awhile to start realizing some things. Okay, I'm a normal guy who really wants plenty of romantic action if you know what I mean, but I can't really say it so clearly because what if little kids are reading this? I mean when I was in middle school and had action with the Internet, I was so addicted that I even managed to figure out how to use my dad's credit cards to start my own account and get AOL for free back then. I was a little man impersonating my dad and getting free dial-up Internet on AOL. It was very dirty and rotten but I managed to do it so cleanly. Nobody was really aware that I did this at the time because as a little kid, I was pretty decent at covering up my tracks. I was so meticulous and one-dimensional at everything I did! My crazy 10th grade English teacher was discouraging me from being so; man, I wish I never signed up for Honor's English 10. That's where my life hit rock-bottom after reading Shakespearean plays and depressing novels by Jane Austen and the feminist crew. I just didn't care and I was so depressed because I couldn't stretch my imagination wide enough to make some literary points. Man, it was boring and depressing. I would just sit there feeling very panicky underneath and scared.
Maybe I should talk more about my depressing teenager days because it's really all about how I wanted to get good grades and failed very miserably from being addicted to some things adults can deal with. Better yet, let's come up with a working solution and master it.
I'm not even frustrated or feeling lonely about the man the girl I like ended up choosing. It's because I didn't see her as a love interest in the beginning but just as a friend. I'm sort of scratching my head here because it really takes me awhile to start realizing some things. Okay, I'm a normal guy who really wants plenty of romantic action if you know what I mean, but I can't really say it so clearly because what if little kids are reading this? I mean when I was in middle school and had action with the Internet, I was so addicted that I even managed to figure out how to use my dad's credit cards to start my own account and get AOL for free back then. I was a little man impersonating my dad and getting free dial-up Internet on AOL. It was very dirty and rotten but I managed to do it so cleanly. Nobody was really aware that I did this at the time because as a little kid, I was pretty decent at covering up my tracks. I was so meticulous and one-dimensional at everything I did! My crazy 10th grade English teacher was discouraging me from being so; man, I wish I never signed up for Honor's English 10. That's where my life hit rock-bottom after reading Shakespearean plays and depressing novels by Jane Austen and the feminist crew. I just didn't care and I was so depressed because I couldn't stretch my imagination wide enough to make some literary points. Man, it was boring and depressing. I would just sit there feeling very panicky underneath and scared.
Maybe I should talk more about my depressing teenager days because it's really all about how I wanted to get good grades and failed very miserably from being addicted to some things adults can deal with. Better yet, let's come up with a working solution and master it.
Using Boredom To Create Something Nice
I am so bored right now so I just thought up this really cool idea. I need to stop having personal discussions with myself out-loud while nobody is listening to me. Anyway, the pretty phenomenal thing I came up with is an idea that works really well if you believe in honesty, trust, and all those virtuous values. Also on top of those good beliefs a person has, this is the most important element to keep in mind of- most important requirement: YOU ARE SO BORED OUT OF YOUR MIND!
Next step: DON'T EVER GIVE INTO YOUR ANGER OR FRUSTRATION NO MATTER WHAT!!!
Next step: Find someone who has a conflict with you- it could be any issue: big or very stupid and small. When they start saying bad stuff to you for any reason, just redirect the same comment back at them and come up with a reasonable fact to support it on the spot.
Next step: Ask this person in conflict with you, all these questions you would normally ask your therapist. DON'T EVER GIVE INTO YOUR ANGER OR FRUSTRATION NO MATTER WHAT!!!
Enjoy the fruits of your labor from being very bored.
Next step: DON'T EVER GIVE INTO YOUR ANGER OR FRUSTRATION NO MATTER WHAT!!!
Next step: Find someone who has a conflict with you- it could be any issue: big or very stupid and small. When they start saying bad stuff to you for any reason, just redirect the same comment back at them and come up with a reasonable fact to support it on the spot.
Next step: Ask this person in conflict with you, all these questions you would normally ask your therapist. DON'T EVER GIVE INTO YOUR ANGER OR FRUSTRATION NO MATTER WHAT!!!
Enjoy the fruits of your labor from being very bored.
Instituting Discipline
I have been keeping myself busy with trying to have some fun. Man, it's just so boring to watch T.V. all the time or stare at this computer all day long while feeling lonely about stuff. I have a really weird outlet that probably not a lot of people are probably comfortable with doing. When I am bored or just repressing my boredom, I try to talk to people who have issues with me! Even when they say they don't have issues, when they mention something negative or even give me the slightest mention that they do through telling me that I'm bugging them, then yeah, they pretty much have an issue with me.
With those people who have issues with me, I guess when I have time on my hands and have everything I need in order and just want to have some laughs killing time then I'm going to go approach those people who I can reach. Basically, I need to be very focused and don't give into my anger. It's just a thrill ride to go up to someone so bothered about something about me and then to not explode like they are doing.
Basically, I'm just going to bring up issues that I don't like with myself personally with them and just ask away what they think with the biggest concerns in my life. It probably doesn't matter what they feel but I'm usually never going to ask these types of weird questions with anybody who I'm really cool with. For instance, I mainly feel like a short person. It has been bugging me, so might as well just ask them if my height matters to them in some way and just laugh at their response even if they poke fun at me or something. Pretty much, the biggest concern I have in life for myself is that I feel really short. Other than that when I'm talking about being friends with them again, it just looks like I'm messing with them. There are some many ways for me to approach things.
With those people who have issues with me, I guess when I have time on my hands and have everything I need in order and just want to have some laughs killing time then I'm going to go approach those people who I can reach. Basically, I need to be very focused and don't give into my anger. It's just a thrill ride to go up to someone so bothered about something about me and then to not explode like they are doing.
Basically, I'm just going to bring up issues that I don't like with myself personally with them and just ask away what they think with the biggest concerns in my life. It probably doesn't matter what they feel but I'm usually never going to ask these types of weird questions with anybody who I'm really cool with. For instance, I mainly feel like a short person. It has been bugging me, so might as well just ask them if my height matters to them in some way and just laugh at their response even if they poke fun at me or something. Pretty much, the biggest concern I have in life for myself is that I feel really short. Other than that when I'm talking about being friends with them again, it just looks like I'm messing with them. There are some many ways for me to approach things.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Moving On Rightfully
This is pretty much my own way of putting how I have been living my life. I don't think I should pretty much emphasize so much on something I feel angry about with another person. Even if it was my mistake, if I did the best I can to fix it and it just didn't go the way I wanted to then might as well just accept defeat and carry forward.
There's something that I wish to address personally. I'm thinking of something called a grinder's heaven while you're living. How I see is that life is all a grind because in order to live a life or be in existence, we have to strive for something or you're body is just naturally going to do it for you by producing cells. When we fuel our bodies with food and water then it's pretty much an instinctual way of survival.
What I'm thinking is that we should all be grinding on something really worthwhile so that later when we look back at what we did we wouldn't really have any regrets about it, if that thing we were so hoping for didn't come to pass. I'm sure we are going to hit our rough patches on the road which gets us doubting about who we are sometimes.
In other words, I'm thinking that when we make a decision to not do something then we shouldn't even try to go back to it by not even thinking about it and then later see where it got us to.
There's something that I wish to address personally. I'm thinking of something called a grinder's heaven while you're living. How I see is that life is all a grind because in order to live a life or be in existence, we have to strive for something or you're body is just naturally going to do it for you by producing cells. When we fuel our bodies with food and water then it's pretty much an instinctual way of survival.
What I'm thinking is that we should all be grinding on something really worthwhile so that later when we look back at what we did we wouldn't really have any regrets about it, if that thing we were so hoping for didn't come to pass. I'm sure we are going to hit our rough patches on the road which gets us doubting about who we are sometimes.
In other words, I'm thinking that when we make a decision to not do something then we shouldn't even try to go back to it by not even thinking about it and then later see where it got us to.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Proper Decision Making With Feelings
I need to pretty much face it! My feelings can be very impulsive in that I want to live a pleasurable, pain-free, and careless life. It's pretty much like waking up to a nice hot cup of great tasting and fresh Caribbean coffee beans. Yum!
With all of the idiotic things I've been feeling with myself, it's a good thing to laugh those thoughts off in my head now. My heart is pretty much looking at things really optimistically, and I'm realizing that when you apply positivity with absolute truth and commit yourself to going after what you need the most in life, then life can actually be pretty meaningful no matter where you're at. To top it all off, there's this loving Father who supposedly began the world at the beginning of time itself and started life. It's all a faith-based system, but this whole reduction complex system of an organism to support a basis for an intellectual design of life seems to be appreciable and scientifically approachable. Man, the problem with Darwinism is that Darwin didn't really account for transfer of intelligence from one reproducing body to another when taking into account the genes. He pretty much wrote it off, but there is this big gap over average intelligence among chimpanzees and humans. Chimps are pretty much the most closely related species to humans at this point in history, and intelligence would play a major role in survival of the fittest, so why would Darwin not research the variance on it?
Anyhow, with all of this fleshly eating feelings of wanting to engage in pleasure going inside of me causing me to want to lose self-control, I'm realizing that when the moment is right then there is an appropriate time for those feelings to be expressed with someone special especially when dealing with intimacy. I think it's going to be natural, and I'm going to always have the same physiological functions and emotional responses so might as well not really dig so deep into it anymore and just accept it in my personal grounds and just take some trivial things in life compared to the big picture where the chips just want to fall.
Realizing More Time
Being by myself every morning and waking up just to do something I enjoy doing and to dream making a whole chunk of change off of it is starting to become more of a reality. I pretty much accept the position that I'm in and now after working out two days in a row, my mind just feels a lot more sharper and more refreshed. I don't know what it is about working out for pretty long periods, it just really benefits me a lot in helping me to stay in focus with life.
I'm going to now start working out very regularly and add it into my regime, along with a daily ritual I pretty much do to try to pave my way to a successful career. I'm looking at making a good amount of money while being a nobody to the world and just having all this free time to pursue after other exciting things in life. I think it would be fun to eventually become that eccentric playboy other women wouldn't mind hanging out with. Other than that, it's good for me to keep on dreaming!
I'm going to now start working out very regularly and add it into my regime, along with a daily ritual I pretty much do to try to pave my way to a successful career. I'm looking at making a good amount of money while being a nobody to the world and just having all this free time to pursue after other exciting things in life. I think it would be fun to eventually become that eccentric playboy other women wouldn't mind hanging out with. Other than that, it's good for me to keep on dreaming!
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Possible No More Incompetence
Deep down inside my heart, I feel like a really short dude. From feeling like this really short person, I feel like I'm excluded from engaging in social activity and even more so, I feel like I can't really cause others to feel that much harm from overcompensating sometimes. Overall, I'm dead wrong!
What I'm feeling inside about being short and not having the ability to annoy anyone is just insanely stupid. I thought I could pretty much just say what I need to say and get people to eventually do stuff with me that didn't really pertain to any big picture. In other words, I felt I could get people to do something minor but not enough to be satisfied with them.
It seems like it's more than just me when I'm approaching people- I'm also dealing with the other person! The other person could very well have problems with feelings or thoughts in their head at the moment. I thought from feeling really short and not acting like it, I wouldn't really attract any negative responses from these type of people. Maybe, I don't really look that short despite me having this complex. Maybe, I'm meant to be part of a tall man's world even though I would be considered really short to a very tall man. Only way to find out is to pretty much persist and realize these questions being answered when the opportunity becomes imposed on me.
What I'm feeling inside about being short and not having the ability to annoy anyone is just insanely stupid. I thought I could pretty much just say what I need to say and get people to eventually do stuff with me that didn't really pertain to any big picture. In other words, I felt I could get people to do something minor but not enough to be satisfied with them.
It seems like it's more than just me when I'm approaching people- I'm also dealing with the other person! The other person could very well have problems with feelings or thoughts in their head at the moment. I thought from feeling really short and not acting like it, I wouldn't really attract any negative responses from these type of people. Maybe, I don't really look that short despite me having this complex. Maybe, I'm meant to be part of a tall man's world even though I would be considered really short to a very tall man. Only way to find out is to pretty much persist and realize these questions being answered when the opportunity becomes imposed on me.
Taking Baby Steps
Pretty much, just visualize how you want to go about living life. What would really be like a dream come true for you? Just close your eyes and relax and block out all the unsubtle disruptions in your life for a minute and take a deep breath of fresh air. I guess if you are sitting down you could lower your head a little and rest your elbows on a table and place your hands comfortably on the sides of your face.
After all, all the negative people who engage in very impersonal and distasteful acts with you are human after all. They are going to try to be positive from time to time, and I guess it's a good thing to encourage that type of behavior in people. It's hard to block out my selfish emotions when dealing with people these days. I was naturally equipped to do it when my mind was a lot sharper five years ago and was more active and energetic. These days, my mind has really slowed down and as I reach my early thirties, I see the amount of mental activity my mind has taken. I'm not really exerting that much concentration anymore on the bad people who I used to try to hang out with. I guess I'm just worn out from being disappointed so much in them.
Yet, I still want to upgrade my social tactics by living a way a nice and gentle person should. I see it that if I'm going to be annoying someone or what they would call harassing then might as well do it through being optimistic with them, gentle, and loving. While they are yelling away and I'm just standing there smiling at them and talking about all the good things in life and discussing about how they're life might be improved and what they have good going, I think this type of approach is something I never touched upon in my life. I need to try it for myself and see where it leads to. As far as I'm concerned, I'm already the winner if the other side is going to resort to yelling and using a foul, potty mouth.
After all, all the negative people who engage in very impersonal and distasteful acts with you are human after all. They are going to try to be positive from time to time, and I guess it's a good thing to encourage that type of behavior in people. It's hard to block out my selfish emotions when dealing with people these days. I was naturally equipped to do it when my mind was a lot sharper five years ago and was more active and energetic. These days, my mind has really slowed down and as I reach my early thirties, I see the amount of mental activity my mind has taken. I'm not really exerting that much concentration anymore on the bad people who I used to try to hang out with. I guess I'm just worn out from being disappointed so much in them.
Yet, I still want to upgrade my social tactics by living a way a nice and gentle person should. I see it that if I'm going to be annoying someone or what they would call harassing then might as well do it through being optimistic with them, gentle, and loving. While they are yelling away and I'm just standing there smiling at them and talking about all the good things in life and discussing about how they're life might be improved and what they have good going, I think this type of approach is something I never touched upon in my life. I need to try it for myself and see where it leads to. As far as I'm concerned, I'm already the winner if the other side is going to resort to yelling and using a foul, potty mouth.
Friday, February 8, 2013
Better Held Inward
I believe that when you are trying to obtain something so great with a horrendous amount of difficulty then it's probably better to keep it on the down low. The reason for saying this is because I think it gives off a really cheap impression by thinking of everything on the short run. True, it is really hard to become happy and find one's place with emotions flying all over the place.
My friend just tells me that what he wants to obtain is really hard and he then just says it in this tone of deep breath while lowering his voice to give off an impression that he is accepting his outcome. He then mentions that he'll see what's up. I notice that's pretty much his catch phrase. It gets a little vexing for me to get into thinking about his personal life, but I pretty much let him have my honest view all the time.
I'm starting to see that in a matter that could be looked as really serious, it's probably better not to divulge any material to some people who would be better off not knowing about it. If it gets to a point where all of that sensitive information comes to play and starts attacking you, then it's probably better to start looking at the bright side of things. I think it's better having a conflict with two sides looking at the bright side of things, rather than being flip-flopped or both being negative. I can seriously see how the positive person can have a really annoying advantage to the negative person who probably would want the positive person to just shut up and become really upset so that he wouldn't bring up the issue anymore.
My friend just tells me that what he wants to obtain is really hard and he then just says it in this tone of deep breath while lowering his voice to give off an impression that he is accepting his outcome. He then mentions that he'll see what's up. I notice that's pretty much his catch phrase. It gets a little vexing for me to get into thinking about his personal life, but I pretty much let him have my honest view all the time.
I'm starting to see that in a matter that could be looked as really serious, it's probably better not to divulge any material to some people who would be better off not knowing about it. If it gets to a point where all of that sensitive information comes to play and starts attacking you, then it's probably better to start looking at the bright side of things. I think it's better having a conflict with two sides looking at the bright side of things, rather than being flip-flopped or both being negative. I can seriously see how the positive person can have a really annoying advantage to the negative person who probably would want the positive person to just shut up and become really upset so that he wouldn't bring up the issue anymore.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Online Speech
Be sure to click on the YouTube Video for the online speech I'm about to deliver. I'm going to try to mock the State of the Union Address that is delivered by the President each year.
I address you members of Congress for this moment unprecedented in the history of the Union! For the word unprecedented there is no greater present time for the need of American security. I have finally outlined my New Years Resolution. Let us begin where I left off from last year! (hit play button)
To increase my IQ score by at least ten points (currently 125) ...
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To be at peak shape of my life ...
applause
To discover true love and not engage in any suspicious hocus pocus self-awareness tactics ...
cheerful applause
To make advancements to my career ...
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To grow my hair back after losing a little and get a little more taller (currently forced myself an inch and half taller) ... how do you make yourself taller? Do yoga stretches that fill up the spinal column fluid
in your vertebral spinal discs. By doing so you will permanently look about two to three inches taller. Guess most people don't know this because they don't even care to look it up and assume all of this "related to genetics" stuff- sheesh. How do you approach the feeling of being so short or small compared to others? Simple. Just be optimistic about life- like I have been thinking, God made each and everyone of us different so we would be able to eventually understand and appreciate the actual good things in life.
standing ovation
To take a nondenominational Scriptural approach of allowing the Bible to transform my life into a more friendly, approachable, and socio-personal problem-solving magnet ...
applause
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Aha!
I totally understand where my approach is supposed to be. Obviously, crazy people are a bunch of crazies; don't get me wrong, but how is one supposed to learn to calm one of them down especially if he or she is your little one or spouse?
It's really quite simple, and this post is probably going to be one of the shortest posts I have ever created. It's just too easy! This is how it works for me in one sentence: ask the person out on a date and keep on trying to get to that position and come up with all these wonderful statements and thoughtful comments for that special moment with that person. In other words, try to come up with really good excuses after they mention how busy they are to hang out with you and keep persisting in asking them out. This is how to become a friend with one of those crazies! Just don't hang out with them too long or risk becoming a crazy too. It will pretty much help in lightening up the other person under a nasty conflict, especially if you are generally a pretty optimistic person.
It's really quite simple, and this post is probably going to be one of the shortest posts I have ever created. It's just too easy! This is how it works for me in one sentence: ask the person out on a date and keep on trying to get to that position and come up with all these wonderful statements and thoughtful comments for that special moment with that person. In other words, try to come up with really good excuses after they mention how busy they are to hang out with you and keep persisting in asking them out. This is how to become a friend with one of those crazies! Just don't hang out with them too long or risk becoming a crazy too. It will pretty much help in lightening up the other person under a nasty conflict, especially if you are generally a pretty optimistic person.
A New Form of Experimentation
Having committed myself to not do anything to myself that would be of questionable moral conduct to others, before engaging in all conflicts I'm pretty serious about, I should pretty much keep myself pure in heart. If I fail then I should pretty much prolong the encounter to another date. Pretty much, it's a form of disciplining myself with a system of balanced rewards and punishments. I have everything set out in what I really want to do now from having had lots of practice with the same person who seems to be lost in translation and claiming she still knows what's best and very distressed and tired about having to deal with the same issue!
The reason for entering into this state of purifying my heart is because I wish to no longer engage in that questionable act as a substitute to my misery of not having that really good and longing fulfillment to me. I'm going to pursue after the real thing now and accept all of my shortcomings no matter how much it causes me to lose sleep over it. Overall, I think it's worth it to progress from where I've been now and go further in my life's journey.
With the conflict that I'm now purifying my heart over while applying this form of rewards and punishments, if I commit the same act of personal lustful intentions then I will avoid entering conflict for a certain amount of time that was supposedly tried to be imposed on me. In a way, it's a form of mockery with them and that's probably what's going to transpire which is me making it seem like it's a very bad thing to be away from them and also a joke on them. When it fits together, the punishment I'm imposing on myself actually makes the other person look bad and actually good for me in purifying my heart. I'm taking it all the way without stopping now. I think I'm truly onto this personal system of mine that I've created to tailor my own successes in dealing with some people who are being difficult to me.
The reason for entering into this state of purifying my heart is because I wish to no longer engage in that questionable act as a substitute to my misery of not having that really good and longing fulfillment to me. I'm going to pursue after the real thing now and accept all of my shortcomings no matter how much it causes me to lose sleep over it. Overall, I think it's worth it to progress from where I've been now and go further in my life's journey.
With the conflict that I'm now purifying my heart over while applying this form of rewards and punishments, if I commit the same act of personal lustful intentions then I will avoid entering conflict for a certain amount of time that was supposedly tried to be imposed on me. In a way, it's a form of mockery with them and that's probably what's going to transpire which is me making it seem like it's a very bad thing to be away from them and also a joke on them. When it fits together, the punishment I'm imposing on myself actually makes the other person look bad and actually good for me in purifying my heart. I'm taking it all the way without stopping now. I think I'm truly onto this personal system of mine that I've created to tailor my own successes in dealing with some people who are being difficult to me.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Positivity Over Negativity
Being positive at all times when dealing with normal people (or are they?) being difficult with you, is the best strategy to take things to a better and higher level of understanding and relationship. It pretty much ultimately puts you at lead spot because how hard is it to really address every single issue in a positive manner without being tempted to feel negative yourself?
Honestly, from practicing to myself while thinking about what to expect from a little girl (my sister) and coming up with really positive answers actually makes me feel like laughing joyfully inside. I think others would catch on to my humor a little too and not really say anything about the issue if it becomes really bothersome for my little sister.
Basically, being positive will conquer negativity and you have to be smart and not to do this with any random stranger. Honestly, you wouldn't want to be in trouble with the head gangster and try to reason your way through positivity. I guess in principle, it's a good way to exit this life along with trying to beat them silly and get them all locked up through self-defense before having to make an unfortunate departure from this fleshly world. In general, even when you made an unfortunate boo-boo through your personal efforts, by being positive, you have a better chance of keeping yourself laughing and feeling good while communicating to the other unfortunate person in this manner who would probably be so angry with you, but at the same time, at least it would make you feel better and give the other person an opportunity to feel better as well at all times.
Honestly, from practicing to myself while thinking about what to expect from a little girl (my sister) and coming up with really positive answers actually makes me feel like laughing joyfully inside. I think others would catch on to my humor a little too and not really say anything about the issue if it becomes really bothersome for my little sister.
Basically, being positive will conquer negativity and you have to be smart and not to do this with any random stranger. Honestly, you wouldn't want to be in trouble with the head gangster and try to reason your way through positivity. I guess in principle, it's a good way to exit this life along with trying to beat them silly and get them all locked up through self-defense before having to make an unfortunate departure from this fleshly world. In general, even when you made an unfortunate boo-boo through your personal efforts, by being positive, you have a better chance of keeping yourself laughing and feeling good while communicating to the other unfortunate person in this manner who would probably be so angry with you, but at the same time, at least it would make you feel better and give the other person an opportunity to feel better as well at all times.
Advancing Very Cleanly
I think a rewards and punishment system might actually work really effectively in getting me to where I want to be. Obviously, for myself, I would hate taking a punishment that just feels too unnatural to even engage in. I think the best thing would be take in something that would be both reinforcing and beneficial in either side that I'm in. The whole rehabilitation thing looked at the self is nothing wrong and obviously, from breaking the law everybody would hate being detained in jail and stuff like that. I guess there's nothing the criminal would be able to do about it if he or she were to be caught by very smart law enforcement. Talk about even being framed by another culprit; oh my, there's so much that could happen in this life along with many different physical conditions that could be imposed on people.
Out of the billions of people in the world, if you just had to be the one, hopefully you know the proper procedure in life. I'm honestly placing my faith in Christ no matter how many out there tell me, if you're Christian then do this or that or you're a bad person for believing in him. I'm not really listening, but taking my heart to believing in this Christ alone who died for my sins.
It's time for me to suffer in life for going after the greatest things I want to pursue after in life. If others try to prevent it or cause me to feel a little lost along the way, I'm still going to give my best effort to stay on top or to regain composure. Currently, I'm in the state of falling and picking myself back up again consistently. I really want to stay on the clean path now and keep myself from falling. For myself, I couldn't agree with the Ten Commandments of the Old Testament any more than anybody all whose for it would. It's how I've been raised and no matter what circumstances I deal with, along with highly charged emotional issues, I'm never going to give in when it matters the most, darlings.
Out of the billions of people in the world, if you just had to be the one, hopefully you know the proper procedure in life. I'm honestly placing my faith in Christ no matter how many out there tell me, if you're Christian then do this or that or you're a bad person for believing in him. I'm not really listening, but taking my heart to believing in this Christ alone who died for my sins.
It's time for me to suffer in life for going after the greatest things I want to pursue after in life. If others try to prevent it or cause me to feel a little lost along the way, I'm still going to give my best effort to stay on top or to regain composure. Currently, I'm in the state of falling and picking myself back up again consistently. I really want to stay on the clean path now and keep myself from falling. For myself, I couldn't agree with the Ten Commandments of the Old Testament any more than anybody all whose for it would. It's how I've been raised and no matter what circumstances I deal with, along with highly charged emotional issues, I'm never going to give in when it matters the most, darlings.
Keeping It Stable and Steady
I think I should work towards reaching the ultimate goals in life and actually embrace in suffering from not being able to partake of it or from perceiving others might have that area fulfilled better than I do. In other words, I want to no longer accept substitutes! I need to really expand my mind and outreach a lot more. The good thing is that I have been granted a place in some people's lives where I get to feel accepted, for the person I am. At the same time, there are some ding dongs who don't want to appreciate me and go about doing stupid things to make me feel bothered and angry! I guess that's how life is sometimes and most people have a boiling point that would make them act with having their own moments.
It's a good thing, like preparing for a masterful chess match, I've been analyzing what works best for me and constantly upgrading my arsenal of tools in dealing with social matters. It's just pretty much how I tick inwardly at times even though I play back the same scenarios along with what truly happened in my head a lot. I guess I just do a lot of backtracking and from my style of how I go about thinking, it takes me awhile to finally put everything together. I guess it's a good thing to figure out everything a little too late because then the next time, you would be on your toes more and also you wouldn't really put yourself in a more tight spot having to deal with some very poor winners.
It's a good thing, like preparing for a masterful chess match, I've been analyzing what works best for me and constantly upgrading my arsenal of tools in dealing with social matters. It's just pretty much how I tick inwardly at times even though I play back the same scenarios along with what truly happened in my head a lot. I guess I just do a lot of backtracking and from my style of how I go about thinking, it takes me awhile to finally put everything together. I guess it's a good thing to figure out everything a little too late because then the next time, you would be on your toes more and also you wouldn't really put yourself in a more tight spot having to deal with some very poor winners.
Making New Attempt
I'm going to really try something from the bottom of my heart. I realize that I have trouble letting go of some things I become very emotionally reliant on for personal happiness. It's like I'm impatient about receiving something I want so badly and am trying to take shortcuts as a result. In the end, however, I don't end up happy but start back at the same place I've always been. It's time for me to make all of that change.
In the past I used to fury and anger to accomplish my personal ambitions in life and to a point, it did work. I don't know, but for some reason, with the cycle repeating itself, things just felt too empty to keep progressing forward. With all this time to myself that I'm getting, why would I want to wallow in anger with bitterness and distrust towards others?
Wait a minute, I think I'm starting to think of something useful to understand. I believe that sometimes people in general might feel some people belong to an exceptions category whether it's being positive or negative, like being black and white and contend with all their energy to make this possibility a result. In a way, they are putting up an emotional fight to try to live the way they want to. The fun part is limiting them from reaching their goals sometimes or actually beating them at their own game. I now realize that I'm not an exception to how people can feel negative about me and do some interesting weird things to me as a result.
In the past I used to fury and anger to accomplish my personal ambitions in life and to a point, it did work. I don't know, but for some reason, with the cycle repeating itself, things just felt too empty to keep progressing forward. With all this time to myself that I'm getting, why would I want to wallow in anger with bitterness and distrust towards others?
Wait a minute, I think I'm starting to think of something useful to understand. I believe that sometimes people in general might feel some people belong to an exceptions category whether it's being positive or negative, like being black and white and contend with all their energy to make this possibility a result. In a way, they are putting up an emotional fight to try to live the way they want to. The fun part is limiting them from reaching their goals sometimes or actually beating them at their own game. I now realize that I'm not an exception to how people can feel negative about me and do some interesting weird things to me as a result.
Starting Fresh
I think one of the worst parts for a woman is to deal with something that offended another person and trying to forget about it, especially over something that could be looked upon so sensitively. With the experiences I have had, I'm not really considered that incompetent anymore with some people who probably wouldn't have executed judgement with me originally. In a way, it's a good and bad thing. For starters, I've been rushed into having to think like an adult now in this world and to deal with those painful feelings that some girls had when they were a lot younger.
What I think is that sometimes we adopt a mental coping strategy while thinking it gives us an advantage. It has its quirky and retarded attributes when applying it to how we want to live life. For instance, one of my buddies is saying like how his mindset is the most perfect thing he could come up with and is better than most people's. At the same time, he tells me that he has accepted a state of permanent depression. All of that effort for still an up and down roller-coaster like experience in life? I think I'll have to pass on it.
What I'm noticing is that it's really scary to adopt something new when after having tried a few different paths, it just came up making us feel empty-handed. Obviously, for me mentioning all of this; I really want a wonderful change to take place in my life now. I really need to drop an act that I feel bad over, and it's like I can't stop. It's what some like-minded Christians would say, "Once a sinner, always a sinner." I think my dad preached to me once that there are three major pitfalls everyone should avoid: quarreling, lust, and greed. Finally, it's really hard in life to master this form of self-control for a reason I think.
What I think is that sometimes we adopt a mental coping strategy while thinking it gives us an advantage. It has its quirky and retarded attributes when applying it to how we want to live life. For instance, one of my buddies is saying like how his mindset is the most perfect thing he could come up with and is better than most people's. At the same time, he tells me that he has accepted a state of permanent depression. All of that effort for still an up and down roller-coaster like experience in life? I think I'll have to pass on it.
What I'm noticing is that it's really scary to adopt something new when after having tried a few different paths, it just came up making us feel empty-handed. Obviously, for me mentioning all of this; I really want a wonderful change to take place in my life now. I really need to drop an act that I feel bad over, and it's like I can't stop. It's what some like-minded Christians would say, "Once a sinner, always a sinner." I think my dad preached to me once that there are three major pitfalls everyone should avoid: quarreling, lust, and greed. Finally, it's really hard in life to master this form of self-control for a reason I think.
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