I'm starting to not really be that focused about watching television anymore. I think it's really more for old people who have nothing better to do in life, but watch younger people entertain them. I don't really have that much of an attention span anymore, neither do I really care so much about watching cool shows now.
There are a couple aspects about me that make me lower my standards, and I'm totally aware of them and still doing the best I can to adapt to those situations. It's mainly the sense of craving for joy and excitement while feeling stressed out. I want to understand this emotion with myself a lot better.
