These days it appears that I'm starting to get used to how some things just are. Maybe it's just instinctual but I think it's more along the lines of getting used to how it is and then going after what I want to try to go after. It looks like I'm going to have to be a little more dedicated with my approach.
One of the issues that I'm noticing for myself is how I'm sometimes limited to feeling like I only have a few options, while feeling really bored about stuff. This is probably where I end up just messing around. Even though the same activities I do might feel very little in progression, I don't have any worries about staying pretty consistent with it now and gradually getting to the part where I will break away from the pack.
