I'm having a hard time with my ineffectiveness of not doing what I want to do. I might have enough patience to work at something with the proper encouragement, but my insides feel all jittery. It must be an overwhelming emotion that just wants to consume you and cause your life to feel like it's falling apart.
I need to step up to the plate and clean up my act. My old habits are pretty much just messing around by myself while playing video games and just feeling lonely at times while depressed about having to go to work I feel bored with sometimes. I think I need to establish a better comfort level for others and myself and then to be able to accept my failed attempts and not let that bring me down so much.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
