One of the things that I have to admit is that I've been having a little trouble keeping focused on the things of God these days. I'm tuning in the radio and whenever I can, I'm listening to tidbits that the pastors speak, but other times, I found my mind wandering off to other things. This is basically a really normal thing then.
I feel like I could commit myself more in this area of studying the Word of God. I'm sure people out there will be like you should and there will be some who would feel like what's the point of even bothering with it. From the Bible itself, I've found that passages are really rich with deep meaning especially if I look up some commentaries on verses that I don't understand. It's really ripe and the spiritual fruit is just read to be eaten. It gives a wonderful perspective in this life.
Basically, everything that has led up to this point has been about living for some cause. This life that we live has been all about making independent choices because we are blessed with that opportunity. Yet, it's not uncommon to see people struggling with what they want in life and suffering from something.
I honestly wish I did all I could from an early age to ensure that I reach like 6 feet in my height and be athletic with a really attractive and sweet girlfriend. Even if that would mean like the world to me to have, the joy of being able to seek something greater than myself makes it much more worthwhile to still make the best out of what I can at this point in time.