I spent so much money trying to have others spoon feed me a successful blueprint that would make me happy. I'm one of those unfortunate people who got sucked into a money-less pit. I did all I could and it was cold marketing that people were able to make money with something.
I had a really hard time and just things weren't feeling right and I was totally trying to wing it the whole time. It's a really disconcerting feeling, and I just couldn't do anything about it at the time. I was so helpless because I had an inflexible mind and felt like a complete failure and loser the whole time. It was really my outlook in life that made me fall.
These days, things have been picking up and I'm seeing light for the better.