Yet, I think God's the real reason why I'm able to continue to push forward. Without that knowledge of God's saving grace upon believers, I don't think I would have such an optimism outlook to look forward to. Not everyone is willing to be accepting of it because it would definitely be easier to just be negative about things and shutdown.
Negativity and shutting down might be really easy things to do, but definitely they both are really depressing for me, so I would rather work hard at improving myself consistently and just moving along. I'm so used to it.