I don't why my mind just wants to let things off to the last minute. I constantly do it and don't know why. It's really hard for me to adjust to this and it just feels like I'm giving myself a hard time from not giving into my urges. However, I know that it's good to not give into them.
With that old church incident where that crazy girl was pretty much being a push over with me and looking like she was on crack, it's always going to make me mad thinking about it. I guess it's just how it is and I'll do my best to continue trying to grow up over it.
I think I really just need to continue pushing myself and working harder because I want to succeed and be better.
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