Okay, so what I'm still trying to do each day is just get these basics done for myself, but my nature doesn't want me to get there. I also believe that the enemy would hate for me to succeed in these areas, so it's a spiritual battle nonetheless. It's exciting that everybody is a part of it in some shape or form.
I just want to read the Bible, exercise, and trade. If I can get those three things on a daily basis then I think I will have room to make myself grow in other areas. I also realize that I'm playing a little too much and I could work a little harder even off hours to get to where I want to be going. It's difficult but fun and something to just continue to work at.