I'm really grateful for my faith upbringing in the Lord. I believe in sola scriptura which is latin for the Bible holds true for everything it says. Yes, it means I am a Christian. I've told that to several people and I have mentioned that I am strictly conservative about following the principles of the Bible.
From doing so and trying to live my way like that, by mentioning that I've hated looking at porn, it surprises a few people to even think that a conservative like me would like at porn. It's basically a topic that girls would prefer not talking about with me, so I understand and respect that and I don't. A homie I haven't talked to in awhile admitted to me how he was addicted to porn and looked at daily while drinking every once in awhile. He admitted to me that it wasn't healthy and he could surely stop and get back on the right track again.
I guess I'm cool with how we talked about those things among the guys, and it sure as heck felt a whole lot better from bonding better with acceptance of our usual "guy stuff" that's pretty dirty. So my mind was thinking about looking at porn, but I chose not to because it's rooted in my desire to just have sex. I'm waiting on the one and only hot girl to be my wife before I engage in high and gratifying amount of sexual activity. I have ingrained in myself to save myself until marriage because I just want to live out how the Bible intended which is to enjoy those intimate moments with a loving wife. Basically, I'm hanging on long as I can without giving into those urges. I want to be the master of myself and it's hard but worthwhile.
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