There's only so much you can do when you are by yourself while trying to find something very special. It's amazing to learn how you can be happy while being by yourself and also from growing so much over personal experiences with others.
Something important impressed upon me by a close friend who has been through many years of therapy is having mindfulness that leads to positive affirmations which leads to positive results. These positive results then become a habit, which becomes a lifestyle that will allow you to live a full life.