We all have people in our lives who sometimes act like they suck in carrying themselves in whatever our relationship is to them. I am able to do so well and outshine a bunch of people because I'm just better at feeling that way and putting a lot of focused effort into it naturally. It's the confidence that I have been waiting for that finally arrived for me.
Something new that I've learned is that some people's qualities just suck and are totally lacking. It's because of these qualities that make the desire of wanting to be with some ladies undesirable. It's a deal breaker for me. It's crazy because I never thought of it like this before. I'm so much more about the qualities and personalities of women now because their physical appearances don't really amount to much personal attraction for me anymore. I'm a lot older and all I'm reminding myself of is that I'm looking at a very beautiful outward shell with some of them. Of course, if some of them really worked on it and became so much better than my mind could change in an instant. However, I don't count on this happening overnight and there are plenty of ladies out there who may already be someone right for me.
I've learned that I am pretty confrontational so I have no fears of being this way anymore. If the person I'm confronting can't put him or herself in motion to make you happy, then it's because he or she has some type of autism. I mention autism because it's like a fixed way of thinking the person has wired him or herself to be like from a natural setting. I've learned to be quite open minded and also a lot better at communicating which is the key to all of this.
In conclusion, Crazy Lee and some of her mates are really people to me who have a form of autism. They have qualities that they can work on, but don't see it as necessary because they don't agree with me. It's pretty much viewing it as them having a form of autism whether it's temporary or not in a one-sided manner.
From coming to this acceptance, it's now easier to strategize how to communicate with them on the spot without any preparation. I just know that my direct communication is an asset that will work to my favor.
