4AverageLife's Main Personal List
1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman.
2. Work out regularly with cardio-muscular exercises.
3. Become a millionaire with a lot of free time on my hands as soon as possible without stressing myself out.
4. Play everywhere with the DJI FPV drone.
5. Buy a single family home.
6. Finish my software engineering related courses.
7. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.
8. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
9. Read as a habit
10. Force myself to initiate cooking.
11. Force myself to initiate doing proper things at work.
12. Speed up process.
13. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping.
14. Prepare for trips. Create and use a checklist. Buy tickets
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It really did bother me when she brought up any comments that could be related to dating and implying some form of negative marks towards me about it. I never said these things to her and am mindful about never bringing it up because it's rude to me. The reason that I spent my time with her was not because I liked her as someone I would date, but because it's just a quality of mine that enables me.
I was just confused about it for quite some time. I think I still really care about her.
Now that I'm very confident in myself, I have realized the truth that was underneath my nose all this time!
