4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman.
- Work on staying concentrated and finishing in a timely manner.
- Handle an important task at work.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping.
- Work out regularly with cardio-muscular exercises.
- Stay up a little later at night to manage trades.
- Attempt to finish reading a book
- Buy a single family home.
- Finish my software engineering related courses.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam!
- Do some smart cooking.
- Take some time to finish up voting on mail-in ballots
- Pack for trip.
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I think a lot of this whole being bothered thing really became worse because I was lacking in so much self-confidence and building up a lot of frustration. I have always been committed to not gunning down anybody who I think seriously wronged me because it was always silly to me and there was something deeper that I was having trouble tapping into.
I managed to figure it out. It's because it was such an introverted thing to focus on my emotions and it was stressful to figure out while lacking in self-confidence to really motivate myself to naturally understand myself. It wasn't easy but I just think putting my faith in the Lord from reading and hearing some Scriptures really comforted me. I was already a believer to begin with, so I think it contributed to me gaining a lot of confidence that I always wanted for myself in this world but never could obtain.
