Happy New Years Eve

This seems pretty silly but it's just out of random that I'm writing this from three months ago. The effect is like this. I'm in the present writing now, but later on if I ever read this post again then it will be in the past already and I will be reading it like how it is supposed to be! At this point in time, I'm not very well-disciplined and I'm only doing this fun and no pay. It's also okay because this has turned out to be a small hobby of mine, while cheating some time at work and feeling I have this sense of responsibility to keep this thing going. 

Also, this Gmail program has this AI that auto-corrects my bad grammar as I type and I never knew that I could make so many mistakes! It's funny because I thought I was great at spelling and grammar while not making any sense to others for a while. It's pretty neat to have this natural feeling of being a decent communicator with writing. For the most part, I feel lucky in that I'm writing about solutions to my problems and trying to force it on people who decided to walk out on my life from just emailing them. Such negativity is hard to bond with and it's also so inappropriate to respond back like that in any way! 

There's a discipline to conduct yourself in the right sort of way, and I started picking up on these things from having an annoying relationship with a close female friend who wants to call me a brother! You see, it's quite rude and offensive to me because it's like she's already trying to say nicely, "No, I don't ever want to date you so don't ever talk about it." Actually, I can live with it and if I couldn't while getting so mad and not being able to control these feelings, I would have walked out on her already like a sore loser and how several people became that way with me already because they were stuck in their own form of low life negativity. 

What bothers me even more is that she's not even my real sister! Dude, nothing is ever going to make her born to be my actual blood relative. I don't care how much nonsense she says. It will never be the same. We're just pals and she happens to think it isn't rude to say it while not understanding me too well. 

Anyhow, I have proposed a compromise. She can call me family. Now that's a cool flexible word that doesn't get my blood boiling. I'd be happy to call her family, but she can't say anything related to blood-related terms because it will never be the same and to me, it would be like mocking a very special relationship that I was born to have with only one sibling. She has more than one disappointing sibling, so I guess she can't see it my way too well sometimes. 

What I Did Right Today

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? I did my job.

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From now on, I'm going to add this "What did I do right today?" section for each entry I make. 

Experience that Filled With My Heart

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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Something that really filled my heart with so much ecstatic joy one time that I recall so much is finally nailing a section with a piece that I was practicing on the piano. The song is the popular Fur Elise by Beethoven. I still can play it by heart to this day even though it's still prone to a few missed keys. I'm able to get the gist of it well. 

I recall yelling and running around the house like a dumb child and shouting and holding onto the word "Yeah" while feeling so much ecstatic joy. My parents and little sister looked at me dumbfoundedly. 

A great experience that a friend shared with me about the time she was so happy was when she went on a road trip out of state and met her long-lost cousins. 

Managing to Stay Grateful

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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This book on how to get anything you want has been like a godsend for me! It's amazing how it has helped turn my focus around and provided me with tools to keep myself a happy camper. 

On the sensitive topic of finding someone to love, I have realized now that it's really about staying open-minded about it. I am also happy to accept any outcome while moving on in the best direction possible. I'm already capable of this but I think it really comes down to communicating properly to receive some clarity and apply plenty of understanding with support. 

In other words, people aren't always going to be that great like I am already capable of and I'm cool with moving on with a blank page while being open-minded about it with a positive outlook. 

Developing Better Will Power for Time Management

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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My affirmations for time management are that I am great at it, highly capable of it, prioritize well, and do this all while finding purpose and enjoyment. It feels great and all while I'm happy but I just need the final step which is to act! 

I am putting myself on the move again. 

Great Moving On Power

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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It's pretty unbelievable but I'm actually happy with the prospect of moving on even while knowing about some things that make me want to go shout at the person! It starts with being open-minded and willing to accept it under love which just creates this sense of mindfulness and ability to cope with any decision while not being bothered about not having the best outcome if it never gets there. 

I have finally reached it first, compared to all the others I clashed with who overstepped my boundary. I didn't even know I had boundaries from wanting to always be a nice person and never could communicate it that well assertively, but now I know and have literally moved on with a blank slate. This is the true way of moving forward with acceptance and happiness. 

Merry Christmas

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 
8. Having an undying faith in Jesus.

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What did I do right today? 

I am in the mood for doing productive things while keeping a healthy outlook in life wherever I'm at.

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For whatever urges that I have now, I think I am smart enough to know that conducting another way might be better. It's crazy but I think my mind is on an even better path. It's about exchanging these negative feelings of worries and doubts with positive ones and working hard toward finding a better solution. 

I am okay with streamlining like this now. I am in the present and that's what matters the most. I am ready to work to get to the top of my end game. 

Happy Christmas Eve

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 
8. Having an undying faith in Jesus.

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What did I do right today? 

I'm progressing at work.

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I think I really need to make this tiny sacrifice of not watching TV and doing something else. What I have in mind is reading, working out, socializing, and doing little more work to get ahead in life. 

It all starts out with being mentally healthy which means trading bad feelings or energy for good ones. I definitely see it as wrong to respond negatively from having bad feelings and thoughts.  

Applying New Things

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I think it's really more about repeating the good and rinsing out the bad or making it more clear to determine if it's good or bad. 

I have realized that a soulmate of mine is a little self-centered and feels entitled while also being a little rude. She can be a super cool person to hang out with though, but her real personality does sort of stink! I think I just needed to set boundaries with her and I failed to do this.

I didn't even know at first that I even have boundaries! The good thing is that now I know and am truly moved on with a lot of things from the past and fully accepting of how bad it is if it's going to stay that way. I am still going to be able to be happy while acknowledging that I truly have this piece of open-mindedness which encourages genuine mindfulness. I always feel so rehabilitated and growing into a new person slowly but surely. 

Message to Peers About Moving On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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*This is another message I sent to my dumb peers!  

To be like no longer talking to someone and saying you've moved on, it's not really moving on because it's more like you being selfish about not wanting to talk to them again. If that makes you happy, then whatever but that's not really having moved on.

Moving on truly means having a blank page meaning that whatever happened in the past, it's not going to hold you back from starting over like nothing ever happened. This is what I'm capable of doing now with all of you and want to see if I can prove this to myself.

However, if you guys admit that you all never fully moved on and are still selfish or sensitive about not wanting to talk about it and being friends then I can let it be. The reason why I'm doing this is because I don't mind sharing anything you have to say or message me to others around you now. If you say it's unfair then you should have been and should now be mindful about how you conduct yourself in the first place around everybody!  

In the long run, talking about this and recognizing your bad while I have this good in me with having truly moved on and ready to be friends again while you guys haven't really truly moved on from still being selfish about something and holding negative feelings about it, is actually humorous to me! 

I'm definitely going to come around to confirm anything in person about this with our relationship because I've come to full acceptance of anything literally and have moved on with a blank page.

I've done a lot of work at making myself a millionaire and I'm starting to make some money consistently on the side as an investor and trader. Also, I do have some abs forming and will try to do something clever with forming my six-pack faster. This is my oath I made to God before coming to confront the old church which I choose to move on from in a true fashion and confirm our current status of relationships while communicating about it effectively in person. 

I also made another funny oath to God that I have been holding onto all this time and want to only share with guys in person besides writing about it! It might be considered T.M.I. for the ladies and a few of them out there might even feel envious about it for funny reasons. 

Ensuring Time Management

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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Something that I'm thinking is logical right now is that it's not a bad feeling to be open-minded about whatever you want to do or are open to accepting. It's a very healthy feeling indeed. I'm glad I picked up on this just in time before that special close friend, who I've been supposedly doting on about, has to move out of state for her new job. I feel happy for her and am going to miss her. I'm also open-minded about how she's going to be able to presume her relationship which she has kept long-distance for so long. 

I have been able to respect it no problem, even though she might feel that I'm not really that interested in her while it looks like she's into me a little. She likes it though that I've managed to reciprocate her feelings. Whenever I think she looks a little goofy or not that great with her appearance, I like to still smile in full acceptance of her. It's really not all about that anymore for me. I think I've grown a lot in this area of not relying too much on just looks. 

So while keeping this actual open-minded feeling of mindfulness, I think it will be cool to add in plenty of healthy affirmations. My affirmations for time management are: I am great with time management; I am very capable of it; I prioritize very well; I find myself working on things that are both meaningful and enjoyable to me. 

Finding Right Opportunities

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

---

I have been learning to apply a mental strategy that I haven't been too familiar with in a while. It's called open-mindedness.

To me, open-mindedness allows me to be open and have no hard feelings about whether I'll be in a future close relationship with my very close female friend who has vocalized and also shows some affection for me, even though she's already in another committed relationship. In an actual sense, being open-minded has been naturally keeping me mindful!

I'm open-minded about doing it all with her and also cool with her other serious relationship blossoming. If I end up being happy with someone else then I'm not really going to feel bad if she breaks up later either. It's just all from having an open state of mind.   

Putting Mom's Practical Advice into Place

 4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I first asked my close friend but she doesn't know where our relationship will lead to, so I'm not sure if she doesn't feel it's safe to talk about it. I ended up asking my mom next and she said that I need to work on reaching everything I'm supposed to do and want in a timely manner. 

It makes a lot of sense that I'm quite weak at that. It's going to take a lot of hard work and keeping a strong head on my shoulders. My mom really doesn't know where I lost this sense of timeliness but it sure has been killing me quite a bit. 

I think what it comes down to is connecting with the most important things and also having a love for doing them if possible while they make a meaningful contribution. It sort of needs to be like a daily grinding session for me. 

Another Message to Peers

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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This is titled as "On a Side Note".

Only a few of you are naturally capable of being able to take the time to be patient with me and being able to recognize the areas I'm sensitive in and then respect it.

Almost all of you guys breached my boundary of wanting to be my own individual at one point of our interactions. I was too shy to say something because I wanted to be nice to you guys. When it's too much, you have to say something and I couldn't because of wanting to protect my own manly image in a selfish way. By the way, it isn't that healthy not to say something because it eventually made me fall into some anger and selfishness. 

I'm better than most at bouncing back with my emotions and keeping it in check in real time. This is why my affirmation is that when it comes to texting people to settle any type of drama and comparing their thoughts and feelings to mine, they can be naturally dumb so I should take the time to talk to them in person about it. 

This is what I intend to do with you guys but since I've kept this thread going for so long, I know I have the ability to grow on people who like to stick with me for whatever reason, whether it was for a good or bad one.

Getting Over Dumb Things

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I think over the past few months I just haven't been able to help it but just text former friends who made me mad over things that just make them feel drama. I have been practicing talking over the phone with my close friend which is a bonus. From talking to her grouchy self, she's going to say some negative things out of holding onto so much stress but that was never intended by me to be honest. I just don't know what she's processing sometimes. She's a little different but she does hold a lot of patience and probably enough compassion for me. 

Confronting drama is a tricky subject but I have been learning that it's okay to let go of bad friends and to also learn to be a better person if you were bad. 

I was so angry and selfish about a few things but from just confronting my intended targets with what I just wanted to text them whether they read it or not. I can say that it felt great even if they weren't able to grasp my M.O. while finding themselves in a panicked and annoyed state of mind. 

For my close friend, I have chosen to refrain from texting her when I'm mad. I'm going to always meet her in the middle since this is a natural issue for her. I didn't get it, even though she's been acting hypocritical at times but I happily accept everything about her and am also open-minded. We are definitely not alike in many different ways. 

Using Powerful Visualizations

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I think it's awesome to practice affirmation and visualization on a daily basis. What I don't like is when friends say they are this and that with "I am" speeches. It doesn't really come across as very honest to me; plus, nobody is perfect. It almost feels like it's out of line, but I think I can accept it now with my close friend. I mean that I'm becoming very open-minded about her since I think she's very special to me. She's already told me that it's what she wants to always obtain or justify in herself. 

Since she's seeing a therapist and that it's working at keeping her happy, I'll also let it be with anyone who has been in therapy sessions while moving forward. I can accept it with open arms now!

For myself, these "I am" speeches are something I want to keep privately with things that I want to focus on while always in the present. I think it's a very powerful mental tool after figuring out what you want and connecting it to your heart. 

Liberating Message I Sent to Mostly Dumb Peers!

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I don't need most of you guys to add me on Facebook. Clearly this whole time, there's a couple on here who are just the control part, meaning they feel like my totally normal ones in my relatively small sample size of 20 in scientific terms.

That's what I would want the most before going on my way but there's a bigger purpose in this universe that I felt connected to. I believe it's my job to tell you guys and anyone I come across and there is a relation to being in a relationship with me whether it's having been acquaintance, family/friend, and past loved one or someone I dated. 

If you cut off communication with me, then you were never meant to give me any type of advice. Experts clearly don't need to do this. If you didn't do this out of feeling anger and selfishness, then please go see a therapist! It would be a projection of your own personal decision upon a different person (external and not yourself) and treating yourself poorly. There's some natural self-discovery that you have yet to be enlightened by. 

I can respect your space with whatever you feel angry and selfish about in this incident. It's your right. My door is completely open to talking again whenever you feel ready. 

I will communicate this in person for vocal explanation so I can confirm all this to every intended person I can reach.

Practicing Affirmation

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

New Steps of Improvement

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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With my close friend, now that I know what was always bugging the heck out of her and thanks to her patience and willingness to stick it out while developing feelings for me, I have to treat her special now and approach it better whenever I have any issues that practically tick me off about her in the future and I really just have to get it out of my system. 

I see this as an opportunity to grow and treat others how they should be in the first place. With some better language and thoughtfulness whenever I'm really angry at them. It seems like it can't ever be done by some people, but I know I'm capable of doing it and really want to. Practicing this art with my close friend  who loves me and I have already spent a lot of time managing a very fun relationship with plenty of confusing conflicts to sort out is going to get it done! 

She's a very special person, like some type of milestone friend that I've been waiting for all my life. We both don't want to ever lose each other as friends. 

After being able to pull off doing well to resolve another lingering issue that makes me mad with her, I want to try these skills and natural talents I pick up on bigger fish like Crazy Lee. At this point, that's her nickname to me but I wonder how I could figure out resolving this conflict of telling her plainly I feel this way about her. 

I think I might just need to avoid texting and only speak to her in person while calling upon all of my refined abilities and experiences while knowing what I'm really doing if I am able to reach her. Otherwise, move on if I can't. 

Changing Love Dynamic

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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I've been describing my relationship with a close friend. It turns out that I believe she has true feelings for me. I don't know when it happened but she's told me that she really likes me a lot, has a soft spot for me, and even loves me consecutively whenever there was a repeated and similar conflict between us. She's always been the one to bring it up with me. 

I didn't get for a while what she was so bothered by with me because I kept on unwittingly repeating it and she was pretty bad about explaining it while being so emotionally restless and just venting about it with me. I didn't see it for the longest time because it's like you had to see it under your nose with some clues. I probably didn't really want to or ruled out this possibility naturally because I was thinking she was just being annoying. 

From just talking to her, I finally came to some intuition and stated that it's not really about the actions that count but also what you could be feeling. She confirmed this. I never thought my words would have so much weight but it really does to her. I mean I fully accept her and am very open-minded about being in a serious and physically intimate relationship with her. She doesn't know this and I don't wish to reveal it like that. It's a little complicated since she's in another relationship. It's a been-there-and-done-that situation. I don't think it's going to be hard at all to respect her in this area for the rest of my life, even if I am mad at her.  I don't ever need to stoop that low, now that I really know. I'm good at holding my tongue especially if I already know it's going to mean the end of the world for someone. 

I have no clue how many I sent to go see a therapist by now, but I could have contributed to a few already without really knowing. She's one of them, and it's a shame because I now know that she has strong feelings for me. It's also about how I believe I would always be with her if she wanted me to. 

It was difficult to discern with all her emotional buildup and excess colorful words flying at me all this time, but she never wants to feel let down with a text message that makes her feel disrespected which comes from me. It really makes her feel excess stress and guilt. It took a long time to realize this, and I'm glad she was patient enough to stick around to hopefully communicate it someday properly with me. She was close to revealing it in simple terms last time it happened, but it was enough for me to finally pick up on it this time without her having to tell me so directly. I think she was on her last legs there too. 

Thawing Back into Place

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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Right now, I just want to be frozen in motion because I feel so good underneath with everything that transpired. I put a little work into and used what was given to me to make the best of my situation. It feels great to feel like a winner. I think I'm ready to move on now.

In this universe, I believe that my job is to inform these unfortunate frenemies that they were never meant to give me any type of advice and went too far ahead of themselves. They like had their heads stuck somewhere in the clouds while possibly feeling they were really something special or capable enough to help me out. They really made a rookie mistake by closing off communication and reacting emotionally to it. They were never really good enough in the first place. 

To add some more insult to injury, I'm playing favorites with people I willingly take advice from. 

Spending Time Off Hours

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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I think for the most part with the last couple days, I have been trying to entertain myself while trying to reach a goal in mind. From reflecting on it, I think I can do better for the third time around. 

Besides just looking to pick a fight with myself, I think I need to see the bigger picture. There's just bigger things to appreciate and mainly I've been admiring a subset of it for whatever reason. Anyways, it left me questioning how I could get there myself while making everything count. 

I don't think there's really a need to feel down on it. I can just keep on working at making my daily approach better. I think I just need to practice a working formula that is effective daily to get to what I need and desire. 

Dealing With Biggest Problem

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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For the longest time I was worried about finding the right girl to be with. Nowadays, I'm actually very open-minded about it with a close friend. She's already in a serious relationship with someone, but she has admitted to liking me very much in person and also told me that she has a soft spot for me on the phone. She's been very open to being vulnerable to me and even to the point that she can nag about her issues with me! 

I have come to fully accept her and am already so grateful to have her part of my life. I am definitely open-minded about having a serious and physically intimate relationship with her, along with her becoming my first and maybe only wife. 

The fact that I can comfortably visualize this as a possibility and be confident about how it will really work is a milestone to how I have personally come a long way to get to this point. I'm not even worried anymore about how bad or sexy she looks at any point. I currently just have these feelings of really caring about her. Also, I don't think she has to ever know about this because I truly respect her relationship with another partner. Besides, I can stay open-minded to more than just one girl!  

For the most part, I'm continuing to hang out with her and practicing basic chemistry. It seems to be working very well between us from how natural it keeps on feeling for me. It has even helped all of our arguments and her fiery complaints come to great resolve.

Words and Phrases I Cringe At and Can Counter

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

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The main thing that I hate to hear from anyone is that it can't be done or shouldn't be done with what I want. Another one is continuously hearing how I should do things if I never asked for advice and I already made up my mind to disagree with their approach from the beginning.

The way I can counter the first problem I have with people is to think that I deserve it from being willing to put in the hard work and being happy to make progress at it. The second one is to inform them that the best experts don't need to react the way they do if they don't like me not accepting their advice. It's also that it was never in their place in the universe to give me that type of advice. They should be able to move on with peaceful and positive vibes. If they can't, then they are being a little selfish and unethical. It's also how I feel that it's my job in the universe to inform these types of individuals who behaved like this to me.