Who Am I?

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.

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What did I do right today? 

I am working on finishing a book.

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In terms of my main values, I am someone who likes to enjoy life and work hard to reach satisfying milestones. I have a caring soul and like to always reach harmony, even if I was mad for a while and then fired shots.

My special talent is that I have an ability to let things go and still be in the mood of being friendly no matter what happens. I am pretty good at persevering while sticking with something.

My definite major purpose is to live a good life for Jesus while being myself and working on things so I can have enjoyment in this world. What I do best is probably working with programming and also playing a supportive role to support a bigger cause.  

What I want to become is a millionaire with a six pack and a good husband and wonderful, happy, and faithful lover.

Getting It

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.

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What did I do right today? 

I did work by researching and communicating on what had to be done. I looked more into investing in my future.

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It looks like I'm totally mastering a lot of self-improvement techniques while not having to receive any therapy or advice from others. In a sense, it gets annoying for me sometimes to hear advice from others when it's really them encroaching me. I have to state that they are overstepping my boundaries because I think their advice sucks, compared to the good advice that I have already heard from others. 

Moving on with a blank page is something that I'm making a conscious effort to do daily now. Along with this, I'm also keeping a positive and open mind with finding myself in a relationship. I'm not looking for appearance to be physically attractive to me because it always fades for me with different angles. I can't ignore them so well with my trained eyes. I see flaws in everyone that I can judge to be ugly and even the ones considered to be the hottest. 

Therefore, caring about looks so much isn't going to cut it for me. I'll just go with presentable and anything attractive about them which is both inward and outward. 

With my career outlook now, I'm looking to combine myself with being a high level software engineer/manager and IT security consultant. I would like to enjoy the comfort of being able to work remotely. 

Organizing Thoughts

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.

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What did I do right today? 

I am trying very hard to make money consistently on the side. 

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For this younger woman I've become nice companions with, she absolutely has her faults. I really desire to talk about what she said that really bugs me last weekend. 

I think there are some boundaries that need to be established with her now while moving forward. I still like her and happily accept everything about her so I'm always open-minded about my relationship with her. I really do respect her own serious relationship so I don't really feel the need to try to make a move on her. 

From being open-minded now, I feel open-minded about dating other women who may be available and fit the criteria I'm looking for. I have learned how to move on while staying peaceful and happy with myself. It's a work of art that I'm happy to have finally achieved!

Going back to my friend, I think she does disrespect people's personal space sometimes when she gets triggered. What goes around, comes around. She sometimes complains about how her own space gets invaded. She should learn to move on quicker in a harmonious, kinder, and smarter way but she always has some trouble doing this. 

Being a pretty conservative guy, I have plenty of harsh criticism that I could share with her that is far worse than what she already complained about me texting her but I never go there because I do it out of respect and acceptance. 

She sided with the wrong person which wasn't me when it came to a conflict I faced with him. He is stubborn about not wanting to listen to me talk. He hasn't truly moved on and isn't being fully honest about that. I have and can start all over with our friendship, along with already accepting his selfishness if he can't fully move on. He really isn't the greatest person in the world or anywhere close to the level he claimed to be to be permitted to invade my personal space. 

I also think any of her advice on dating and relationships really suck and would like her to permanently stop, along with any negative remarks. It's not really talking and listening like she said it is and only really saying what she thinks is right. It's really invading my personal bubble of positivity and feels disrespectful. She should only ask, listen, be supportive, and share her own experiences. I don't need anything more from her; otherwise, it would be overstepping my boundary. There are already plenty of people around her who I feel are better at giving that type of advice and have been influenced well by them. 

Focusing in on Main Interests

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am managing to focus on what's important to me.

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It's really been a pleasant surprise that I'm experiencing some moderate success with trading Forex now. I think I've come up with a system from having gathered some personal indicators and from testing the market to come up with a consistent, profitable strategy. I would really like to make a trade late at night before I hit the sack. I may have to just give it a whirl when I'm really getting sleepy before I go to bed then. 

I do want to focus on making my arms bigger while toning down my body fat and developing a six pack. Eventually, I want to purchase those facial creams which enhance my face! I think it really does make a difference for me in attracting straight females, along with working out at the gym. I think I have enough personality to work with now that I am open-minded about settling down with a good woman for me. I have yet to move on sadly with dating single moms and women coming out of multiple marriages. I don't count on messing up with my future partner who I end up marrying! 

For my job security, I am interested in software development along with IT security. I think it would be fascinating to keep myself learning on anything related to these disciplines and to have these valuable skills that I'm a natural workhorse on while finding some uncommon satisfaction in it compared to others.  

What I'm Grateful For

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I managed to finally get a part of my programming done that I was stuck on.

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 

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This long list is something that I will be running forward with.

Practicing Forgiveness and Closure

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I am working on practicing some self-development.

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I'm going to list five situations that I still have some resentment over and want to practice forgiveness in. 

1. A girl unfriended me on Facebook and I did bad to have a relationship with her. 

2. Another girl unfriended me on Facebook.

3. A guy unfriended me on Facebook and was a total jerk to me in person.

4. A series of people unfriended me on Facebook and acted like rude people who needed to take a chill pill.

5. I messed up when I had opportunities to do well for myself in life. 

Next thing is to practice saying Ho'o pono pono which is Hawaiian for  "I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you." 

Message to Dumb Peers About Moving On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I showed up on time for an important online meeting at work.

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***I sent this as an email to some dumb peers.

I have learned that almost everybody except for me sucks at handling drama via text messages. I am a special kind of breed with an extreme amount of confidence where I can go crazy anytime and make people shut up for longer periods than I want them to. I choose not to go there all the time anymore because I simply like to hear people always telling me that I'm better than a nice person.  

To learn that I made you guys shut up by blocking me without realizing that you guys were overstepping my boundary, I did it by accident while just being myself. 

It's not really moving on like you guys said are doing like I truly have now but if it makes you happy from being selfish like that then I have no problems fully honoring it. It took me a while to realize only a few of these special qualities about myself. 

I truly am a special kind of breed to be able to do this and get away with harmless stuff that normally scares people and makes them run away irrationally. 

I adapt to people that suck like you, which is going to be mostly everyone anyway. It's still going to be universally beneficial to take this approach with the rare individuals who are better than me in this area. 

I am going to handle my personal drama with everyone in person besides texting from now on.

This continued thread will just serve to be my healthy affirmations from writing it out and sending it to a mostly dumb group I already affected negatively and can share plenty of creative beef that I will feel at liberty to belt out in person. 

Being Open-minded About Finding Love

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I managed to wake up a little earlier from knowing I would be busier than usual before heading in for work. 

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I am very open-minded now with finding love in a lady. My orientation is physically attracted to women, so I can't help it with never changing it. 

For me, I really want to have a failed marriage first and have a child with a woman who I couldn't work things out with before I can move on to dating beautiful women who have been married a few times and/or have children. I just can't get past it unless I get to this point and it's my personal boundary that I have always set in place. I will also be trying my best to never get to this point, while I also believe this is what we should all strive for. 

I realize it now with so much confirmation that friends who no longer want to associate with me and say they moved on really were being bad by overstepping my boundaries. Once they said they were walking out of my life after I complained, it's when I knew they were being bad friends because good friends won't try to do that no matter how hard it is to them. 

This is how I can easily relate that my close female friend is special to me and someone I'm grateful to have in my life. She didn't walk out because she didn't want to lose me when she had an issue with me. I already had several with her as well, but I don't walk out on people, period. I take official breaks instead, if I have to.

All of my official breaks have been with friends who can be at least a little rude and self-centered. My close friend kept on complaining about me being rude to her, so I naturally always wanted to know and tried to fix it if I could! I was arguing with her at first because I felt some hypocrisy in her and had a little resentment while always staying willing to be friends. It took a while to finally understand her, too. 

I don't even talk about them behind their backs who I'm taking a break from, so I have already moved on and am ready to be friendly again but I have told them that I want to work on making something happen before I pop up back into their lives again. 

Being Open-minded to Possibilities

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? 

I showed up for work to do my routine and honor my responsibilities. 

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Right now, my heart is feeling very open-minded about being in love with a close female friend. I really do happily accept everything about her, and she's the first person who I admitted this to. It just makes me feel a lot happier to have this form of acceptance with mindfulness. She's moving out of state so I will be seeing her less often but we are more than likely going to visit each other. She is a very special connection that I developed over the years. We're both so different but able to get along so well. It is just amazing how she's the first person who admitted her struggles and wanted to work out things that were bugging her with me, while being patient because there were multiple incidents where I couldn't comprehend her. With the last time, she was still all over the place but fortunately, I was finally able to piece it together.

From knowing her personality, she's pretty much attached to me so she would have stressed out even more and still not cut ties with me if I didn't hear her out enough but I'm willing to always comply or meet her close enough in the middle. I believe that she is so deserving of this from me. It helps to know that I really do have boundaries myself, which took me a while to self-acknowledge after not knowing why a few people who stopped being friends with me were still making me feel so angry whenever I was reminded of them. 

Once I came to this realization on my own, I was able to accept that my boundaries were overstepped by them and then move on right away with a blank page. It's easier for me than most people to do this. I feel a lot more freedom and can even respect their selfish wishes that might still feel a little disrespectful to me without holding any grudges on them. I just need to communicate with them to find out what they are desiring with the outcome of our working relationships. It's pretty healthy for me to be willing to honor and be able to laugh at their more bad character compared to mine. 

Happy New Years

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 
8. Having an undying faith in Jesus.

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What did I do right today? 

Figuring out how to be productive and exercising discipline while using true positivity.

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I think the big thing for me right now is that I'm trying to make good money by trading the Forex market. It's something that has turned into an interesting passion of mine. I'm not setback with acquiring losses and have gained a ton of patience from focusing on trading stocks and cryptocurrency. 

My style is really trying to let it run on auto-pilot as much as possible. It's great to do nothing once you have the right setup and let it keep on producing like a virtual machine! I don't understand what happened in life but it's cool to let things go. 

Something I have learned now is to not to make any decisions based on negativity. It's even if someone or something caused you to feel that way. It's so inappropriate and wrong! It should be based on positive feelings or at least be neutral about it, if it's not going anywhere.

This is a struggle, but it makes a lot of sense to be aware of this and practice it cool. 

Happy New Years Eve

This seems pretty silly but it's just out of random that I'm writing this from three months ago. The effect is like this. I'm in the present writing now, but later on if I ever read this post again then it will be in the past already and I will be reading it like how it is supposed to be! At this point in time, I'm not very well-disciplined and I'm only doing this fun and no pay. It's also okay because this has turned out to be a small hobby of mine, while cheating some time at work and feeling I have this sense of responsibility to keep this thing going. 

Also, this Gmail program has this AI that auto-corrects my bad grammar as I type and I never knew that I could make so many mistakes! It's funny because I thought I was great at spelling and grammar while not making any sense to others for a while. It's pretty neat to have this natural feeling of being a decent communicator with writing. For the most part, I feel lucky in that I'm writing about solutions to my problems and trying to force it on people who decided to walk out on my life from just emailing them. Such negativity is hard to bond with and it's also so inappropriate to respond back like that in any way! 

There's a discipline to conduct yourself in the right sort of way, and I started picking up on these things from having an annoying relationship with a close female friend who wants to call me a brother! You see, it's quite rude and offensive to me because it's like she's already trying to say nicely, "No, I don't ever want to date you so don't ever talk about it." Actually, I can live with it and if I couldn't while getting so mad and not being able to control these feelings, I would have walked out on her already like a sore loser and how several people became that way with me already because they were stuck in their own form of low life negativity. 

What bothers me even more is that she's not even my real sister! Dude, nothing is ever going to make her born to be my actual blood relative. I don't care how much nonsense she says. It will never be the same. We're just pals and she happens to think it isn't rude to say it while not understanding me too well. 

Anyhow, I have proposed a compromise. She can call me family. Now that's a cool flexible word that doesn't get my blood boiling. I'd be happy to call her family, but she can't say anything related to blood-related terms because it will never be the same and to me, it would be like mocking a very special relationship that I was born to have with only one sibling. She has more than one disappointing sibling, so I guess she can't see it my way too well sometimes. 

What I Did Right Today

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What did I do right today? I did my job.

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From now on, I'm going to add this "What did I do right today?" section for each entry I make. 

Experience that Filled With My Heart

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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Something that really filled my heart with so much ecstatic joy one time that I recall so much is finally nailing a section with a piece that I was practicing on the piano. The song is the popular Fur Elise by Beethoven. I still can play it by heart to this day even though it's still prone to a few missed keys. I'm able to get the gist of it well. 

I recall yelling and running around the house like a dumb child and shouting and holding onto the word "Yeah" while feeling so much ecstatic joy. My parents and little sister looked at me dumbfoundedly. 

A great experience that a friend shared with me about the time she was so happy was when she went on a road trip out of state and met her long-lost cousins. 

Managing to Stay Grateful

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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This book on how to get anything you want has been like a godsend for me! It's amazing how it has helped turn my focus around and provided me with tools to keep myself a happy camper. 

On the sensitive topic of finding someone to love, I have realized now that it's really about staying open-minded about it. I am also happy to accept any outcome while moving on in the best direction possible. I'm already capable of this but I think it really comes down to communicating properly to receive some clarity and apply plenty of understanding with support. 

In other words, people aren't always going to be that great like I am already capable of and I'm cool with moving on with a blank page while being open-minded about it with a positive outlook. 

Developing Better Will Power for Time Management

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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My affirmations for time management are that I am great at it, highly capable of it, prioritize well, and do this all while finding purpose and enjoyment. It feels great and all while I'm happy but I just need the final step which is to act! 

I am putting myself on the move again. 

Great Moving On Power

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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It's pretty unbelievable but I'm actually happy with the prospect of moving on even while knowing about some things that make me want to go shout at the person! It starts with being open-minded and willing to accept it under love which just creates this sense of mindfulness and ability to cope with any decision while not being bothered about not having the best outcome if it never gets there. 

I have finally reached it first, compared to all the others I clashed with who overstepped my boundary. I didn't even know I had boundaries from wanting to always be a nice person and never could communicate it that well assertively, but now I know and have literally moved on with a blank slate. This is the true way of moving forward with acceptance and happiness. 

Merry Christmas

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 
8. Having an undying faith in Jesus.

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What did I do right today? 

I am in the mood for doing productive things while keeping a healthy outlook in life wherever I'm at.

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For whatever urges that I have now, I think I am smart enough to know that conducting another way might be better. It's crazy but I think my mind is on an even better path. It's about exchanging these negative feelings of worries and doubts with positive ones and working hard toward finding a better solution. 

I am okay with streamlining like this now. I am in the present and that's what matters the most. I am ready to work to get to the top of my end game. 

Happy Christmas Eve

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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What am I grateful for?

1. A decent head on my shoulder.
2. Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
3. I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life. 
4. Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with. 
5. Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
6. I have learned to be open-minded.
7. I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy. 
8. Having an undying faith in Jesus.

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What did I do right today? 

I'm progressing at work.

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I think I really need to make this tiny sacrifice of not watching TV and doing something else. What I have in mind is reading, working out, socializing, and doing little more work to get ahead in life. 

It all starts out with being mentally healthy which means trading bad feelings or energy for good ones. I definitely see it as wrong to respond negatively from having bad feelings and thoughts.  

Applying New Things

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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I think it's really more about repeating the good and rinsing out the bad or making it more clear to determine if it's good or bad. 

I have realized that a soulmate of mine is a little self-centered and feels entitled while also being a little rude. She can be a super cool person to hang out with though, but her real personality does sort of stink! I think I just needed to set boundaries with her and I failed to do this.

I didn't even know at first that I even have boundaries! The good thing is that now I know and am truly moved on with a lot of things from the past and fully accepting of how bad it is if it's going to stay that way. I am still going to be able to be happy while acknowledging that I truly have this piece of open-mindedness which encourages genuine mindfulness. I always feel so rehabilitated and growing into a new person slowly but surely. 

Message to Peers About Moving On

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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*This is another message I sent to my dumb peers!  

To be like no longer talking to someone and saying you've moved on, it's not really moving on because it's more like you being selfish about not wanting to talk to them again. If that makes you happy, then whatever but that's not really having moved on.

Moving on truly means having a blank page meaning that whatever happened in the past, it's not going to hold you back from starting over like nothing ever happened. This is what I'm capable of doing now with all of you and want to see if I can prove this to myself.

However, if you guys admit that you all never fully moved on and are still selfish or sensitive about not wanting to talk about it and being friends then I can let it be. The reason why I'm doing this is because I don't mind sharing anything you have to say or message me to others around you now. If you say it's unfair then you should have been and should now be mindful about how you conduct yourself in the first place around everybody!  

In the long run, talking about this and recognizing your bad while I have this good in me with having truly moved on and ready to be friends again while you guys haven't really truly moved on from still being selfish about something and holding negative feelings about it, is actually humorous to me! 

I'm definitely going to come around to confirm anything in person about this with our relationship because I've come to full acceptance of anything literally and have moved on with a blank page.

I've done a lot of work at making myself a millionaire and I'm starting to make some money consistently on the side as an investor and trader. Also, I do have some abs forming and will try to do something clever with forming my six-pack faster. This is my oath I made to God before coming to confront the old church which I choose to move on from in a true fashion and confirm our current status of relationships while communicating about it effectively in person. 

I also made another funny oath to God that I have been holding onto all this time and want to only share with guys in person besides writing about it! It might be considered T.M.I. for the ladies and a few of them out there might even feel envious about it for funny reasons. 

Ensuring Time Management

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. 
   
2. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
3. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
4. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
5. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
6. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
7. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

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Something that I'm thinking is logical right now is that it's not a bad feeling to be open-minded about whatever you want to do or are open to accepting. It's a very healthy feeling indeed. I'm glad I picked up on this just in time before that special close friend, who I've been supposedly doting on about, has to move out of state for her new job. I feel happy for her and am going to miss her. I'm also open-minded about how she's going to be able to presume her relationship which she has kept long-distance for so long. 

I have been able to respect it no problem, even though she might feel that I'm not really that interested in her while it looks like she's into me a little. She likes it though that I've managed to reciprocate her feelings. Whenever I think she looks a little goofy or not that great with her appearance, I like to still smile in full acceptance of her. It's really not all about that anymore for me. I think I've grown a lot in this area of not relying too much on just looks. 

So while keeping this actual open-minded feeling of mindfulness, I think it will be cool to add in plenty of healthy affirmations. My affirmations for time management are: I am great with time management; I am very capable of it; I prioritize very well; I find myself working on things that are both meaningful and enjoyable to me.