4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
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What did I do right today?
I managed to wake up a little earlier from knowing I would be busier than usual before heading in for work.
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I am very open-minded now with finding love in a lady. My orientation is physically attracted to women, so I can't help it with never changing it.
For me, I really want to have a failed marriage first and have a child with a woman who I couldn't work things out with before I can move on to dating beautiful women who have been married a few times and/or have children. I just can't get past it unless I get to this point and it's my personal boundary that I have always set in place. I will also be trying my best to never get to this point, while I also believe this is what we should all strive for.
I realize it now with so much confirmation that friends who no longer want to associate with me and say they moved on really were being bad by overstepping my boundaries. Once they said they were walking out of my life after I complained, it's when I knew they were being bad friends because good friends won't try to do that no matter how hard it is to them.
This is how I can easily relate that my close female friend is special to me and someone I'm grateful to have in my life. She didn't walk out because she didn't want to lose me when she had an issue with me. I already had several with her as well, but I don't walk out on people, period. I take official breaks instead, if I have to.
All of my official breaks have been with friends who can be at least a little rude and self-centered. My close friend kept on complaining about me being rude to her, so I naturally always wanted to know and tried to fix it if I could! I was arguing with her at first because I felt some hypocrisy in her and had a little resentment while always staying willing to be friends. It took a while to finally understand her, too.
I don't even talk about them behind their backs who I'm taking a break from, so I have already moved on and am ready to be friendly again but I have told them that I want to work on making something happen before I pop up back into their lives again.
