4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
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What am I grateful for?
- A decent head on my shoulder.
- Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
- I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life.
- Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with.
- Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
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What did I do right today?
Setting my priorities straight and working on them.
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With my close friend who has become a special companion to me, she's a trained professional who works in a highly stressful environment. I think it should now be in her DNA of interpersonal relationships to always be able to conduct herself in a positive manner. What she has done to me in the past was annoying like she would yell at me over stuff in person that I never thought was that serious. She's sort of acting like her dad who gets all naggy who is probably worse but this is how it can feel like. I could say or text far worse things to her and I always hold those comments back no matter what because it's part of my social DNA to be like that. Plus I do like her and really care about her, so even if she ever went off into some abyss from wanting to be selfish with holding her own space and wanted to push me off a cliff or something; first of all, I would never let her and secondly, I would make sure to meet her in the middle since I think she does have a fair practice of talking about it with me, which shows that she's been comfortable with me since who knows when.
I think she should never raise her voice or talk to me like she has this tone that shows she's at least annoyed unless she's just being playful of course or it lasts for only a few seconds. Something prolonged like that is going to cause unhealthy tension for both parties. I can maybe yell back and start my soliloquy of ups and downs while trying to be considerate. I do have the ultimate reject button that has never failed me in getting anyone to shut up for long periods of time. I can chew people out while yelling very loudly and do it so energetically and passionately and very repeatedly like whenever I see you that it will just shock your system into not talking to me because I have already yelled to stay quiet before trying to lambast you considerably. This is the kind of style I have unbelievably done with text, too. I didn't tell them to shut up in writing but they stopped texting back after a short period. There has only been one person in my life who has worked it out with me being this way and can say behaved better than me.
I honestly don't want this, so I don't go there anymore but the point is, I could and maybe I will some day to some people I have known and judge to be very bad but harmless. I never mean for anything bad to happen between my close friend and me. I still really like her and am always willing to put in the effort to make our relationship work.
