4AverageLife's Main Personal List
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Finish my software engineering related courses. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now have this undying love and companionship with her and maintain being a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
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What am I grateful for?
- A decent head on my shoulder.
- Making some consistent money on the side with my trades and investments.
- I developed a special ability to truly move on from anything in my current life.
- Finally having a very close friend who I am open-minded about being in a serious relationship with.
- Having a life where I feel mostly up and can prioritize my time based on what I feel like doing and improve upon myself.
- I have learned to be open-minded.
- I have a strong moving on capability from realizing high-level and low-level energy.
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What did I do right today?
I am figuring out how to focus at work.
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With my job, I'm now figuring out how to work hard. There's basically four things I think I can do productively to feel good about myself. The first is to work on my trades and investments, second is to program or work, third is finish reading off my emails, and lastly do a few writeups like this.
With Poker and having luck involved, it's like no matter how great my decisions were, it can end up not working well for me. Mathematically speaking, I'm playing at an optimal level but if I didn't win then it doesn't really matter. It could be like this for any duration, so I think my better talent lies in making money off of long term trades and investments. I'm much more patient at it, so playing Poker would just be for a little excitement and probably against my better judgement. The opponents can be really hard in that they also like to play tight and aggressive the same way I do. I'm just not good enough and my abilities won't ever be getting there to make a good living off of it.
I'm going to have to just give up on it even though I want to keep on playing. It's not going to work out for me on this one. At least I can focus on trading without feeling any shame of losing while feeling like I'm making great strides with making some money.
