I do have a lot of books in my bookshelf, and they do interest me a lot. I guess I've been just thinking about some stupid things lately and have to start thinking about less stupid things, if that's going to my personality for awhile. I guess being a guy who can relax under different circumstances and be patient with myself while being very hard working will pretty much get me to thinking that life is a lot better than you could imagine. Finding the zone where I'm supposed to go does not seem so hard for me anymore.
I'm pretty much jumping on the bandwagon a lot with good things and sometimes not realizing that I've been doing those things. Maybe, I sometimes take too much for granted. About this whole having a lack of sex thing, (haha) it's going to take me awhile to accept it if that's how I'm going to live. Masturbation and porn is not solving my insatiable desire for intimacy, so knowing that those things might be bad for me if it turns into an obsession, I might as well just not go there from now. Out of respect, I might as well pretend I'm scared of sexual behavior.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
