This is really embarrassing for me to write about again. I get this feeling that I really want to do something and then I do it and then afterward, I feel like an idiot for doing it. This is how I feel about masturbation and viewing porn. It feels exciting but afterward, I'm like what an idiot that I was for doing it. I need to just keep a sharp mind and be patient when those types of feelings occur for me. It's easier said than done, but I hope it becomes second nature for me soon.
I read online that Forex investors could really make a lot as a professional while working for a firm. I'm pretty much going to try to apply myself in learning it now because it's something that I'm interested in doing. I'm also a potential programmer because I understand how to do it and have a background in doing it.