Hanging Out With Females

It's been pretty rare for me to schedule something with a girl. This female is a pretty close friend of mine so I don't mind hanging out with her right after Christmas. She's pretty excited about where we're going, and I told her that it's sponsored by my company. I was interested in pretending we were dating just to see how badly my parents would react. I guess not this time, it's just hanging out.

Actually the first girls I really had a crush on ended up being my Facebook friends. I never really did anything with them but I did talk to them and they were my classmates. It's pretty funny that one of them ended up sitting right in back of me, and boy, I was frustrated with her sometimes and even hurt her feelings. I guess that's the pains of growing up. 

I've been asked out by a girl and ended up hanging out with her but no real magical chemistry happened between the both of us. It was cool though. The first girl who I actually can say I officially dated ended up being one of those rare girls you could only hope to end up with. I guess I consider myself lucky that I had the opportunity to involve myself in it. After all of my physical infirmities from feeling so insecure and unhappy about myself, I see that I was courageous enough to do some feasible normal things with a few girls. Now it's like, I don't care if I'm rejected and I'm just going to straight forward with the women I'm interested in; I guess I'm all grown up now in this area of my life.