Right now, I feel like I'm a really bad soul mate to someone. The reason for feeling this way is for these inexplicable, erroneous things about myself. Yet, knowing that I can't meet these perfect standards for this special person; I wish to overlook her flaws, too. It's just coming down to what's going to happen later down the road in our lives. It would be nice to end up settling down with her because of my feelings in thinking she's my soul mate, but it's not a necessary requirement for me. I can at least say we're destined to always be really good friends.
Aside from not really being the jealous type, there are also other women in my life I might have a chance to deal with. Knowing that I can get along with just about any woman now from being upfront with her and providing respect where I think she deserves it, there is a really exciting conflict I have set aside for the purposes of trying to think about it and cool down. It pretty much deals with a group of women about some small personal issue- my thought is that they're just feeling bad about something because they sense that I'm not providing some appreciation for them.
I'm no longer really being challenged for the way I see things now and neither is there really anyone standing in my way at the moment. I can also take some precautions and plan out every sophisticated general moves now to appease the direct concerns I have about revamping my image with those ladies. For the most part, if a man can't really be fully confident about being blunt in his thoughts and feelings to everyone then he's not really worth the hassle in working with. I think women are totally a different topic which I need to continue discovering for myself, and I find it to be really amusing with how I'm going to approach things next year.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
