I guess I'm a pretty laid back person and now not afraid of feeling sad about liking a girl whose going to with another nice guy. Even if the guy is pretty abusive and makes me feel mad about the unfairness of how I could treat her better, it seems like I don't have any diseases underneath me to overreact like crazy and in fury. I'm still just going to be friends with her, I hope and see her around.
Being sensitive about these inner issues and things that I have never grown out of has made me realize that I'm still putting up a personal fight to continue living happily. I think the best part of life is learning to compensate and living happily.