Pretty Much What I'm Doing

I'm pretty much just letting my mind go to sleep and do repetitive activities to spend my time. I just let myself forget about the time I'm doing. It's like I've created a job for myself but not making any money out of it. I don't really think anyone who is depending on me would really like this quality about me. I need to shape up and put myself back into gear. I think confidence and positive attitude with hard work going across my mind while giving myself this hopeful expectation that I will develop better is what I'm going to have to do.