This is my one man discussion led by me. I'm admitting to my fault with the guilty pleasure of reverting to viewing porn for the sake of masturbation. It feels very good at that moment, but afterwards I'm like man, I'd rather have a wife to enjoy this with and maybe bring forth a beautiful child to raise as well.
Yeah, it's not good for me. I'm admitting this and now if any kids who don't know what I'm talking about is reading this. Well, this is pretty much adult material that I'm diving into now. I figure a kid would have to be extremely bright to be on this site and stumble on it and that I was once in their shoes too.
I had a period of using a naughty software designed by a rebellious youth to generate fake credit card numbers and try to get on some prominent adult sites back in the day. I was a liar because I think I was about 13 or 14 and it said you had to be over 18 or 21. I jumped the gun early and messed up my sleep cycle. I managed to get A's in class because of my hyper sensitive hormones acting up to succeed at viewing super slow dial up porn.
That was back in the day and I regret doing that kind of stuff in searching for explicit content for the sake of never ending curiosity and getting temporary pleasure out of it. It surely messed me up in finding true love.
Yet in the midst of all that stupidity I dived into, I found a renewed love for the things of the Lord. So yeah, I struggle from time to time in not reverting back to my old habit with viewing porn. The longest I've probably gone was just a year of abstinence. I'm looking to work on it being permanent and waiting on a lady who says she loves me and is stuck somewhere in Virginia.
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