I actually don't mind being friends with girls I like and calling them buddies in that sort of nature. It's probably because I would rather have the closeness of friendship than be in a romantic relationship. I can really wait upon that special girl to meet. One thing for certain though is that no matter how good looking a guy is to me, I just don't contain any interests of being gay for him! I'm not even jealous. I've been through a lot, and I guess it's great to have developed plenty of confidence.