I can be a strong button pusher and also push the envelop with people. This is what has been developing for me with some people and fortunately, the situation isn't really that bad for me and I don't really have to take what those people think that seriously either now.
It's all underneath me and preparing myself more these days, I don't think I need to act out in fear or anger with people anymore. I can just be calm and say the truth and I guess from doing that, I find myself to be naturally a light-hearted funny guy.