I'm finding out that from having established my personal goals to be like my daily homework, it's something I can always fall back on for anything I perceive to be giving me a hard time at the moment. Whether it would be loneliness or being patient with a person and worrying a little about what I said or did, I can go after working on myself. It's like if people are going to make fun of me behind my back and not associate with me to make me upset in the end, I still have my goals that I can work on. In a way, this brings me happiness.
I guess I'm a special type of breed because of my goals being unique after put together and in a way inspiring if I can get it together. It's also very fun so to have this upbeat and positive mindset, it also gives off a wonderful energy to people who hang out with you. It's easy to have a fun countenance, and I think the only thing remaining for me is how it bugs me a little to be shorter than others. I can just brush it off and not care about it much most of the time.
It's really just attitude and having a peace of mind. The majority of disagreements is really plain stupid anyway and like family, people still stick together. I'm totally glad that I don't need apologies anymore from the idiots who attempted to legally harm me but got stuck along the way and couldn't go any more while leaving themselves vulnerable to ridicule. I'm in control and it feels good to have this personal level of contentment. It really comes from committing to following after the Lord's footsteps. Honesty, acceptance, and commitment are all really a part of God's divine plan for everyone who wants to participate.
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