I think the best way that I have it laid out for me right now is to just work first on some things at my side business and then play later with video games and watching anime. It looks like I may have outlived my desire to look at porn, since I prefer having great sex with the future wife a lot more instead!
Eventually once this coronavirus gets sorted out, I will be looking to go socialize for fun as well. Now that I have a decent feeling of being so short and can live with it from personal dry humor and have the confidence I needed all along, I don't think it really bothers me so much anymore to be around very tall people and make some more nice friends.
The way I'm adjusting to this discipline of having so much fun is to put some work in first before giving in to having a lot of fun. I guess I should have been much more humble, but instead I was some crazy guy who couldn't do much and just burn himself out a lot of times even though I was probably putting in some valiant effort. Honestly, I think I need to exercise more bodily self-control with self-awareness. The only thing I'd like to really add on now is doing some cooking daily and working out.
