Nowadays, I really want to try so hard to be good at both the big and small picture of managing my life. I don't feel let down nor depressed about having to work so hard to get anywhere now. I embrace this and want to keep at it while staying positive on a permanent basis.
I would really like to become so good at taking care of everything dealing with my own business while also always being adaptive to any changes and then delivering in a timely manner. This is what I want to mainly focus on now until it gets to a high enough level that I will feel happy about jumping into marriage with a good woman.
