I think now that there needs to be an objective and I guess for me, it's as simple as making a living with something that interests or excites me. I feel fortunate to have made it this far based on not having enough trusted guidance that I could have used from someone. I have sort of been relying on my own personal intuition, and it looks like combining it with hard work will eventually lead from one thing to another.
I no longer feel so nervous underneath either about having to perform so well. I see it as wasteful and negative energy that could be let go of. It's really combining passion, commitment, focus, and balance. I think these four things really do go well together.
