It's been pretty hard for me because out of bad habits, my mind likes to wander off all the time to ward off stressful feelings. I honestly don't want to feel stressed out anymore and just think it's all like a fun, grown-up game! I want to keep on leveling up and then find myself with the ultimate prize of being able to walk out of my career and enjoy so much time to travel with my homegirl while asking out all the available hot ladies I can connect with and reasonably visualize a steamy and romantic marriage!
This might happen at a later time in life and I'm okay with it because I've learned that I'm happy with working on what I'm trying to obtain right now.