I feel like I'm back to being on fire while feeling really secure with myself. My confidence level is really high. These days I've learned that regardless of whatever happens, it's okay to always make the most of it by thinking positively. It's probably fueled automatically from my belief in Jesus dying on the cross for me though.
A saying goes that all the ill in us comes from a source of fear and all the good comes from love. It seems like when I'm mad sometimes, it's because I want the person to also do well. Maybe it's something being done out of love or it could be that I'm afraid of being let down and don't want it to happen again. It could be a mixture of both, which would still qualify as being bad anyway.