I'm starting to notice how I can feed off of motivating myself to do even better from being salty related to how I think others view me. I'm not a huge fan of feeling looked down upon for dating, and I get this from being called like a brother or from hearing some shallow or insecure remarks..
As a result, I feel like just pushing harder since I have the confidence I need now. I honestly feel like I have at least average human genes. I think I just have something to prove and would like to find out. It's just taking me longer to get there because it took me a while to get a grip of myself. It's definitely dealing with self-discipline and personal happiness with some good feelings about fulfillment and morality.
