For myself, I'm now realizing happiness while accepting the situation I'm in. I'm willing to work on the things that are most important to me and let the chips eventually fall into place, even if it never happens. I have the healthy mindset that I've always wanted now.
It's just a matter of time before I figure it out with becoming a rich person and start living the full life that I've envisioned for myself with all this free time. The Lord is my Shepherd and strength in times of uncertainty and lacking anything.