I don't think appearances matter to me anymore. I'm over being shallow. I want to put all my attention on the important things like values, romance, love, and being able to manage differences with my future wife. I guess marrying a woman of age would mean being able to have kids and start a family.
For myself, I believe in having a very healthy and happy life. I want to balance my life in between happy things besides just focusing on a career.
When I think about my soulmate right now, I think she's crazy, negative, and whiny underneath her tiny frame but at least she isn't very evil. I can't be with her forever out of reaching a personal decision but I do still love her and want both of us to be happy just for the sake of being us.
