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What did I do right today?
I came up with a rational explanation with something that I think works for me.
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
Summary of interpersonal goals:
Work on close friendships and love.
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Bare minimum statement:
The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.
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Main Personal Daily Tasks Until Completion
- Good hygiene. Expectation: my face won't break out and to also lessen worries over my teeth getting any worse. Value: feeling good about being physically presentable to others.
- Good exercise and diet. (Include stretches.) Expectation: physically feel lighter, healthier, and stronger with plenty of confidence. Value: my personal health the most and also like feeling good about improving in my workouts.
- Work on completing main projects at work. Expectation: gain more experience and to get paid for whatever amount I agreed to for it. Value: having enough salary to support my lifestyle.
- Conduct trades and investments with intent to master them. Expectation: eventually get really good at it. Value: independence financially and with time.
- Work on learning. Expectation: gain an education that will support my work and values. Value: knowledge for the sake of always looking to improve my current situation.
- Clear out daily emails. Expectation: learn something and get better at doing it. Value: not being overwhelmed by unchecked emails that are interesting for me to look at.
- Enjoy life. Expectation/Value: it's more of a reward so that's always something I would like to keep on including for myself.
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I came up with a rational explanation with something that I think works for me.
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I've become a lot better at managing my personal mood swings. Anything can trigger it, but I'm more naturally mindful about it and can filter out some negative feelings of anger quite easily.
The four step process I invented for myself is based on the Bible, even though it might not be complete but it's a simple backbone process that works for me. To reiterate what they are, the first is to have a good sense of humor. The second is to communicate better advice that works for you. The third is to put on a good show even if it's just you two or by yourself. The last is to put yourself in a good heart.
So with my close friend, she says things sometimes that can rub off as annoying and more often than I would preferably like. I still love her as a person but she hasn't reached my dating standard that I would expect in my own partner. The thing is though that it can be a state that is well-earned by anyone and not something shallow with how you have to appear a certain way or be born with a magical talent! She still has quite a ways to go to reach mine but if she's happy where she's at then I'm not really going to convince her to go further already.
She acts like she wants to be the first chair with her advice for someone. If you disagree with her, then she can turn passive aggressive about it or even try to hide it with her weird dark humor. The difference between us is that I don't mind sharing my opinion and don't really care that much if you disagree with it or not. I'm so over that stage of my life.
Why it's so bad to react like she has is that it can be like a group of active pro-lifers who believe in their experiences, resources, and knowledge and can help any lady bring a child happily into this world and wants to keep on imparting this upon them and will act scary sometimes, if the lady doesn't want to go along with it for whatever reason she has.
This is how my close friend acts with her advice but it's over small matters like dating which isn't that big of a deal but just gets really annoying. It's because I'm not interested in dating her right now, so it's annoying not connecting with her typical advice.
She has to either get better at conveying how she's bothered by me not allowing her to talk about her opinions in this area and be more helpful or just learn to let it go if it's too much for her. Her passive aggressiveness has not been healthy with how she has been going about it, and it's also one of her weak traits that she has. She has even turned into a minor hypomanic state and I shared this with her. Her response was that she wanted some time off to herself. Whether she follows through or not and still goes out without letting me know when she does, it's going to be an interesting discussion on her passive aggressiveness and becoming more resilient.
This trait is also related to another estranged friend who thought he could invade my personal space and give me any kind of advice that he wanted, which turned out to be also annoying. It ended up with him trying to walk into my life and then out of frustration, running away from me like a little man child! It's funny and also, his reaction became quite toxic to be around anyways.
The fact that I love my close friend makes it a lot easier to put up with her similar antics. For the other weird friend I was pretty ticked off with for a while, this toxic behavior was an appurtenance to what caused his first marriage to crumble.
