4AverageLife's Main Personal List
What did I do right today?
Today, I'm trying to succeed like always with what I'm doing.
- I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for: I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy, 4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
- I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration.
- Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
- Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
- Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
- Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself.
- Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body, and yoga classes. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
- Read something from a book. I must commit.
Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman."
My Top 10 values are in order
- Faith
- Love, Happiness, and Joy
- Personal freedom
- Balance
- Understanding
- Health
- Strength and self-reliance
- Inner harmony
- Goodness
- Enjoyment
I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands.
Affirmations of what I want:
- I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
- I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!
Affirmations of what I want to believe:
- I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
- I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.
Affirmations for compelling visions:
- I have a purpose for living.
- I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.
Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:
- I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
- I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.
Affirmations for connecting to the heart:
- I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
- I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.
Affirmations for acting:
- I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
- I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises.
Summary of personal tasks:
Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands.
Summary of interpersonal goals:
Work on close friendships and love.
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Bare minimum statement:
The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there.
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Main Personal Daily Tasks Until Completion
- Good hygiene.
- Good exercise and diet. (Include stretches.)
- Work on completing main projects at work.
- Conduct trades and investments with intent to master them.
- Work on learning.
- Clear out daily emails.
- Enjoy life.
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Today, I'm trying to succeed like always with what I'm doing.
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I think the hardest thing for me to connect with right now that I have planned is continuing my online classes. They are split into modules and you can increase the playback speed so it's at least funny to hear the speaker at twice the normal rate and try to take in everything at once while skimming through it in a superficial manner. I find this to be fun. It's like reading fast, but audibly. It's more fun than sitting through it on regular time and not retaining much of it after. I find this to be more engaging for me.
I'm trying to get into machine learning and reinforcement learning to enhance my trading analysis. I want to become a professional at this and make a lot of money while being a retail trader, which means being an average Joe with not that much money compared to a billion dollar hedge fund!
Pretty much I'm having fun on my own right now, so I bounced back fast after a small fight with my close friend who I think isn't good enough to be with yet. This is just how my single mind is working. She went ballistic while talking about it and I could imagine that she's offended a lot by it and says some things to me while angry. I think she's getting better in her qualities and I do like her new ones, although she still has a small tendency to relapse.
She just practically comes across sometimes as a dumb, annoying, and rude person with a minor personality disorder to me. It's not that bad as it seems though, since I can handle myself quite well still. I can handle negativity better than her and I texted her that and she basically said nothing back yet while I'm still laughing about it.
