Reflecting on Yesterday

4AverageLife's Main Personal List

1. I want to be married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and to have this undying love and companionship with her and then maintain being a family while being a wealthy man! I must choose and be loved by this woman. Five criteria to look for:  I'm just looking for 1.) a sexy lady who is 2.) laid back, 3.) she wants to be with a guy,  4.) cares about personality more than appearances, and 5.) is usually interested in getting intimate just for fun! I'll be happy to settle with one of those women for the rest of my life.
   
2. I want to be rich from trading and investing in options, stocks, and Forex. Eventually, I want this to also include some real estate and bonds. I also want to make a lot of money from getting involved in IT which focuses on software engineering, IT security, and database administration. 
3. Buy a single family home. I must be rich!
4. Do some smart cooking. I must be vigilant, committed, not distracted, and feeling lots of time.
5. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products. I must feel comfortable.
6. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! I must be committed and remind myself. 
7. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  I must be committed and remind myself.
8. Conduct regular hygiene. Take a shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard. I must be committed and remind myself.
9. Read something from a book. I must commit.  

Purpose: "I am brilliant and universally favored by others therefore I will live the life of a wealthy gentleman." 

My Top 10 values are in order

1. Faith
2. Love, Happiness, and Joy 
3. Personal freedom
4. Balance
5. Understanding
6. Health
7. Strength and self-reliance
8. Inner harmony
9. Goodness
10. Enjoyment

I see myself as a fit and cut up dude enjoying physical intimacy with a beautiful woman who is my faithful wife and she's loving every second of it, too! I am also a rich man with successful results that are visible while managing any personal hassles or adversity with positivity that is second to none. I make money while having a lot of free time on my hands. 

Affirmations of what I want:

1. I am married to a hot woman who enjoys making love almost all the time and now has this undying love and companionship with her and maintaining a family as a wealthy man! I have chosen and am loved by this woman.
2. I am now averaging reading at least thirty books a year!

Affirmations of what I want to believe:

1. I am always fully happy with what I have going on in life.
2. I am capable of not feeling hurt or bothered by others.

Affirmations for compelling visions:

1. I have a purpose for living.
2. I visualize my dreams with clear and specific goals in mind.

Affirmations for thinking, speaking, and affirming into existence:

1. I have control over my thoughts and stay focused on my affirmations.
2. I enjoy thinking with optimism and a cheerful heart.

Affirmations for connecting to the heart:

1. I keep myself open-minded to finding my woman.
2. I am pursuing things that really matter to me the most.

Affirmations for acting:

1. I am taking action right away without letting it linger.
2. I let myself accept great opportunities when the situation arises. 

Summary of personal tasks:

Trading/investing, doing work, working out, growth stretches, ab belt workout, push ups/pull ups, facial product, showering, brushing teeth twice, reading, homework, and other errands. 

Summary of interpersonal goals:

Work on close friendships and love.

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Bare minimum statement:

The bare minimum things that I want to do on a regular day is invest/trade, read, clear out email clutter, workout, conduct good hygiene, and work on an online course. I no longer feel bad about trying to make money through investing and trading. I'm pretty much happy being a nobody in those sectors and don't need anyone really supporting me with how good or bad I'm doing. As long as I make enough to get around with my fat lifestyle then I'll be happy to be maintaining it when I get there. 

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Main Personal Daily Tasks Until Completion

1. Good hygiene. Expectation:  my face won't break out and to also lessen worries over my teeth getting any worse. Value:  feeling good about being physically presentable to others. 
2. Good exercise and diet. (Include stretches.) Expectation:  physically feel lighter, healthier, and stronger with plenty of confidence. Value:  my personal health the most and also like feeling good about improving in my workouts. 
3. Work on completing main projects at work. Expectation:  gain more experience and to get paid for whatever amount I agreed to for it. Value:  having enough salary to support my lifestyle.
4. Conduct trades and investments with intent to master them. Expectation:  eventually get really good at it. Value:  independence financially and with time. 
5.  Work on learning. Expectation:  gain an education that will support my work and values. Value:  knowledge for the sake of always looking to improve my current situation.
6. Clear out daily emails. Expectation: learn something and get better at doing it. Value:  not being overwhelmed by unchecked emails that are interesting for me to look at.    
7. Enjoy life. Expectation/Value:  it's more of a reward so that's always something I would like to keep on including for myself. 

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What did I do right today?

I am going to review yesterday and how I can improve myself.

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When I'm home, I'm pretty much conscious of my free time and what I ended up doing was playing a free Poker party app with fake money where everybody likes to play crazy. It comes with a personal calculator that reveals how much of a chance you have to win, so whenever the gauge shows that the odds are 50% or better then I make sure to join in. 

To demonstrate how crazy the players are on the app, from playing with a 5K chip entry, I was able to blow it up to over 100K in winnings after a half hour of fun play! The players are pretty much playing the lotto by wagering it all every hand during the preflop. It's ridiculously funny how I've suffered losing with pocket aces against a major underdog a few times already. 

There's definitely some math involved and the general underlying theory I'm seeing is that if you end up losing with the better hand starting out more often than being behind then it's not that bad because it's required to keep the game interesting for more loose players who will bet their money with those underdog hands more often. I have finally realized some profit, after setting an acceptable stop loss. 

I can see this being an efficient way to make a good hustle while building a decent bankroll. Eventually, I see myself making a killing. It's really the same old strategy with a few more enhancements along the way, but it's been profitable. As long as my losses continue to be acceptable with bad beats and while holding the more premium hands, it makes sense to keep on attacking the game to keep building a lot of profit! I think this is really the optimal way to play a cash game setting, whereas a tournament style will be different.