Sometimes, I feel a little uncomfortable with the things I'm writing about because I'm not too sure what I'm really saying too haha. It's quite a bit of work on me and might feel unnecessary and so it might equate to a little bit of frustration haha. Yeah, those are actually good times haha.
It was really wise of me to not really get so angry about Jarred Taing and Chris Kuch of that small church acting like overreacting jerks that really has quite a quirky feeling to it now with me and then do something like knock them down and sit on top of them haha. I'm the type of joker that sometimes people will actually literally believe me with which could be quite handy if I want to scare people away from being my friend haha. Because I was in a situation where I didn't choose some things from people acting a certain way and just being so stubborn about it, I've grown comfortable about how they are, even though only a small portion of people in the world would act that way with anybody haha.
In a way those people are quite unique in how they behave really badly with you haha. Like I've said occasionally and from the last post which is not too far back I suppose, go check them out if you want to haha. They basically don't want to be my friend and act the worst way that could be known in a social circle- refusing to understand by being selfish about it when it's right in front of them coming at them 110% from the other guy haha? I realize that my consequences aren't that bad with people because I've had pretty good luck with them in general haha.
If I don't really like something about a person, I can really play a role in bringing it up with her haha and then maybe she'll not do that with others haha. I guess I can use a little creativity and even provide more personal freedom to her to make it look like she'd be frustrated about nothing haha. I seem to have the adrenal glands that get me going, and the bad people who refuse to understand you even though they can and face bad consequences like for that church get to the point where they stay quiet with me haha while I try to get them to behave normally while spoon feeding them with love and the cares of a mother and applying Socialism 101 with them haha. Hopefully, I meet a beautiful spouse whose already made and trustworthy like this one person I shouldn't really mention haha.
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