I'm going to let some excess out of my life then. It's not really making any sense for me, but I just keep on wasting my time mindlessly like it's a sin! I'm not really proud of myself from wasting my time during the week just like any average Joe would while growing fat and lazy. It's also about trying to find an edge to end my grudges, which I don't really call that anymore now. I'll just call it my angry habit of just staying angry because some person won't change him or herself.