I'm starting to reach a personal longing where I just need to let go of playing Magic: the Gathering and just be happy with what I got going. I'm basically just playing out of habit to test new decks, but I'm met with practically a control deck from my other opponents so that slows games down.
Overall, I think it's just about having fun and losing doesn't really matter that much anyway. If I'm not in any tournaments, then I guess I'm just trying to win all the time because it's fun. Losing is okay too and it's just the way things are going to go.