It really feels like I have this unspoken accountability among my friends. I feel like when people don't keep in check with me and I did something questionably wrong, then I'm sort of getting what I deserve. It's probably not like that in actuality.
I guess the biggest thing I've learned over these years is to just mainly have patience and confidence over the fuss that I'm feeling and going through. I guess sometimes I need like an acquaintance to coach me along. It takes awhile sometimes for me to hit it home.
Lately, I guess it's really about taking proper steps and initiating things and reaching the best circumstances as possible.