Time will go by whether you are under feelings of pain and intense discomfort or not. It's a lot of suffering for sure, but time will just continually in a forward loop keep on moving alone. Like I have been trying to psych myself out into getting it done compared to my last couple posts of this blog, I'm going to have sacrifice some unnecessary things that I do in order to reach my intended goals. The temptation to not do it will flow by for me anyway. Therefore, I want to rely on the Spirit of God this time around.