It appears that a lot of it comes from being accurate of an individual as possible and accepting personal circumstances for obtaining some cool objectives! I personally think that doing everything on your own as possible and connecting with people you want to be around is the way to go. However, it's a lot of hard work and something a person just needs to get used to. Focusing on details all the way through and maintaining it consistently is tough especially if there's some competition involved!
I would like to not get myself too side-tracked anymore and pick up on a happy routine and just work hard for it this time around and to give my very best. I think that will make me happy in the end. I'm one of those happy who can be a little off sometimes and unreliable which is something a close female friend can make fun of me for. It's cool and it's something I would like to work at minimizing for myself so I don't have to backtrack and put myself behind again. I will have to practice a lot pretty much then. I want to practice living a life as a decent Christian who is under a lot of self-control and works diligently to be successful and maintains balance while still being single and working on myself and keeping my eyes open for the right lady to walk into my life.