I'm trying to get used to studying and focusing on other tasks besides just coming home to chill from feeling worn out. In a sense, I'm trying to build more tolerance for stress while staying a completely normal guy! Well, good luck to anyone who also tries to do what I'm attempting.
My idea of a fun routine really deals with being married to a sexy wife who wants to do it a lot! I'm not going to lie because it will be so fun and something I wouldn't mind to pass a lot of my free time. I guess it's a typical feeling for most guys.
This being said, since I don't have it, I don't think porn is the answer for me neither is philandering nor buying favors from certain women. I prefer being life partners with a full woman and hope she always stays a nice one for me. I'm just going to have to keep on meeting hot women and assume they are taken so be gentlemen to them and maybe on a whim, I'll meet someone nice, smart, pretty hot, and available. It seems like averagely, good-looking women in the medical field who like to do long hikes on their free time are premiums for me to meet, since they possess some patience while not having had a lot of time to meet someone good for them and have enough physical endurance if they are into the idea of doing it. Actually, my asexual partner is going to be part of the medical field and she really loves to go hiking and has only me to go with so yeah, there's some meaningfulness with my assertion to us being compatible except with her preference of wanting to always sleep alone.
I'm practically looking at the big scope now and how I'm figuring out what I want to grind my time in for gaining riches. Trying to get rich off of playing online poker is going to have its fun and down days. I know from constantly feeling this cycle and it just doesn't feel like it brings that much impact to this world for me. It's definitely a lot of grinding at times to work at figuring out some tough opponents or trying to dodge other players getting lucky and trying to take all your money.
Overall, I think the proper grinding option is for me to keep on picking up knowledge and experience while being a software developer. I successfully completed programming projects in college and had perfect scores on them while feeling on top of the world each time. I even did them at record pace like starting on the project in the evening before it was due the next day. I have this natural determination while just feeling that it's fun and could probably do it all day and everyday and even after passed my working hours.
Poker is really sometimes fun when the money is rolling in from catching a good run. Other times, it's just a numb activity to focus on while pushing off other personal things or this is just how it feels for me. I think I'll never have enough time to dedicate myself to poker for becoming successful at it, so I'm going to have to limit myself to it much as possible right now so I can focus on my other endeavors that I want to do like preparing ingredients to put into my pressure cooking!
I think I have too many valuable objectives that I want to do with my time to really make playing poker a serious option for me now. I'm not chickening out from the professional competitiveness of the game, but it's just that I could probably fit in like three good tasks to surpass the value of playing poker right now. Out of analyzing my personal values with what I'm doing to my available time, I'm going to have to run with this decision now.
