Reflecting On Yesterday

I basically did normal things right after getting out of an easy day of work. It was pretty much cruising through traffic after filling up on gas and getting home after it became dark. I then ended up sitting on the couch snacking and watching NBA basketball games. After that, I ended up watching the anime One Punch Man! It went like this until I became sleepy around 10 pm and then I'm back here at work again.

What I was meaning to do was going to work out at the gym, but what made it tricky for me was I had dinner because my mom made food and I just can't refuse it ever for some reason. I thought I would wait for about half an hour after eating and then it ended up getting carried away the rest of the night until I fell asleep. This is not what I really had in mind with doing yesterday. 

Maybe after I eat, I could play some fast action, online Poker while sipping on my tea or coffee and usually not later than an hour, I'm done with that. I guess I could do that and then cool off at the gym from losing or pump some iron while feeling good about cleaning out opponents. I'll try this out next time I have time to kill at home.

I guess the main thing is that I had time to kill, and it was not my preferred choice to spend my personal time wisely on. I did feel like looking at hot girls again, but then I was able to remind myself that I want to instead put in some work to hopefully land a hot and nice, single lady who wants to have a lot of sex with me! Well, that made it easy then to think I would feel like a loser just sitting there trying to get off on hot ladies doing porn who are not my ideal choices and also are not giving me any attention right there.

I don't think it matters if I marry a sweet lady who loves sex with her husband and is hot and she ends up losing some of her looks over the years. I think I can still enjoy having lots of sex with her after; I'm not going to be that picky if her personality is sweet and she was once so hot to me.