This just crossed my mind in that I think I just need to keep on going after what's best for myself. I could trade in watching anime which I had a lot of fun completing last night which is called One Punch Man. I also ended up watching my favorite NBA team, Lakers, because they are starting to win again and trying to make history which is cool.
I guess being entertained like that to fill in some gap in my life was nice, but I think I can still do better for myself. In a way, I just need to maintain personal confidence and just keep on grinding by doing these acts and just submitting to how I will have to wait for gaining fun on another day.