I'm totally understanding where I'm coming from and messing up on. It's my life to focus and then forget about doing it all the time. I have a lot of trouble staying consistent and it's only mainly because I feel stressed out from just feeling stuck or bored sometimes. It's a feeling that I don't like so I keep forgetting to do things sometimes while I'm going after playing or doing something else.
I can see where my problem lies in the world I'm in now and what I need to do to make it better. For the most part, I realize that I'm pretty smart if I focus so I can start by focusing on how not to feel bored or stuck when I'm feeling so stressed out and figure out how to go about it in a positive and meaningful way.
